Chapter SEVEN<3

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JAKE'S POV

When I wake up Eric is sound asleep in my arms. His legas are entangled in mine. It was absolutely wonderful. The feeling of him in my arms, smiling in his sleep, and his constant urge to snuggle closer into my chest was just abslutely amazing. I held him until he opened his eyes and looked up at me.

"Good morning." I said pulling him closer to me.

"How long was I asleep?" He yawned laying his head against my chest.

"Almost two in the afternoon." I said checking my phone.

"Damn, I was asleep that long?"

"Yeah, I didn't wake up much long ago either. Are you hungry?" As if on cue his stomache growled loudly making him blush. He's a blusher but it makes him all the more adorable to be with.

We raced down the stairs and ended on the tile floor laughing. I don't think we've done this since we were six. It's FUN.

I got up and extended my hand for Eric to help him up off the floor. He gently took it smiling and pulled my down next to him again.

"I gotcha!" He wisphered kissing me. I kissed him back passionatly lifting us both off of the floor never breaking the kiss.  I placed my hands on his waist and his on my shoulders and we danced around the living room. I felt like I was in a movie, it was extremely romantic.. I LOVED IT! I placed my head onto his shoulder and he leaned his down ontop of mine. It was really nice.

ERIC'S POV

Jake and I both forgot about eating. We were completly consumed in our dancing. 

"Hey Eric?" Jake said breaking our silence.

"Hmm?"

"Are you still hungry?"

"Yes, but I'm completely fine with what I'm doing right now."

He laughed and pressed his lips to mine before heading into the kitchen to cook.

*FLASHBACK*

Here I am writing in this dumb journal my best friend Cally got me for my 14th birthday. I'm sitting in my room with my bestfriend and true love Jake. Well, he's asleep, and doesn't know that I am in love with him...  There is NO WAY ON EARTH he would stay my friend if he knew I am madly in love with him. Of course he stayed my friend when I told him I was gay but... To find out I am in love with him... No, he would probably freak out and leave me... I just wish that I could tell him because my guilt for not telling him is eating away at my body... I can feel it... He would never love me like I love him... And that's what kills me.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

JAKE'S POV

*FLASH BACK*

Here I am writing in a notebook in the middle of the night... Again... I just... Can't sleep... The thoughts of Eric at his 15th birthday keep popping into my mind and are keeping me up... This year it was just me and him... We walked to the park and swung on the swings like when we were younger... It was refreshing... I oh so very badly wanted to just reach over and grab his hand to entwine our fingers...  I just wanted to lean over and kiss him... But I couldn't... He would probably have freaked out and left... I don't want to lose him... But I love him... I want to tell him... But I'm too scared too...

*END OF FLASHBACK*

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