ERIC'S POV
"He doens't love me.... He doens't really love me...It's just a game to him... he could never love me... Never... Never... Never... Never...." It just kept repeating over and over and over and over.... Again and again... It wouldn't stop... I felt the tears stream down my face.... I felt the sharp edge of the metal razor on my pale white skin... The crimson blood running down my arms...
"I'm sorry Jake.." That was the last thing I said before blacking out...
*Hours Later.*
I thought I had lost Jake when I looked up to find him sitting next to me... He looked... Terrible... His face was red, tears streamed down his face, he looked like a mixture of sad and angry... When he kissed me... I was lost... Devoured in his kiss... It was different... it was gentle... I... Eric... Fell head first in love with Jake... All over again...
JAKE'S POV
I held Eric in my arms on Cally's sofa until she said her parents where on their way home... Eric sat up and sat in my lap resting his head aginst my shoulders and wrapping his arms around my neck.
"Can we go back to your house?" We had already missed half of school and my parents weren't going to be home until late.. So I carried him to my house...
"Can walk you know." Eric complained as I gripped his ankles and lifted him higher onto my back. We were getting a lot of weird stares from people but I didn't care.
"But I like carrying you. It makes me feel all warm and happy inside." I felt him smile and laugh against me shoulder.
"Awe."
"We're here!" I yelped opening the front door. I walked into the living room and Eric tried to climb off my back but I tightened my grip on him.
"Nope, you aren't getting down yet."
"But-"
"No buts."
I ran up the stairs and flipped him off my back and onto the bed.
"Can we do that again?" Eric pleaded like a little kid on a rollercoaster.
"Hm... Maybe later. But first I want to try something." I cupped his face in my hands and kissed him roughly. He bit my bottom lip earning a moan form from my lips. He smiled against our lips and tried to gain dominance.. But lost... As usual. I pulled him closer to me and wrapped an arm around his waist. We pulled away at the same time and rested our foreheads against eachother.
"I love you." I whispered kissing the tip of his nose.
"I love you too." he laughed poking my stomache. I pulled him into a hug and just held him.
