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Songs for this chapter:

"Goodbye My Lover -James Blunt"

"Shiver -Coldplay"

"A Sky Full of Stars -Coldplay"

Enjoy!
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"Every true love and friendship is a story of unexpected transformation. If we are the same person before and after we loved, that means we haven't loved enough." -The Forty Rules of Love.

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¤Sam's POV¤

"How are you going to tell her this?" Tristan asks me and I shake my head.

"I have no idea.."

"You know Sam.. You are a dick, an asshole, a jerk, pathetic and sick." He says and I widen my eyes in shock. Is he really being serious?

"And why is that?" I ask him and he laughs, sarcasm clear in it.

"Just because she is sick, doesn't mean you can give up on her. You are going to kill her and break her heart." I run my fingers through my hair and he shakes his head.. He glares at me and I feel really guilty.

"I'm not ready to lose her. She is going to DIE.. I can't do this Tris."

"You are weak, that's why you can't. You say that you love her, but when you love someone you put them in your priorities. You forget yourself inorder to make them strong. But you know what, you are selfish, that's why you are going to forget about her.. Just to please yourself."

I don't want to listen to this shit. I know what I'm doing is wrong, but he should mind his own business.

"Look Tristan, I know I'm selfish.. But this isn't going to change my mind. I can't live with her when I know she is going to fucking die." I tell him and he nods.

"Little Samuel, I don't want to ruin our friendship, but I have to tell you that you are fucked-up. You are weak and selfish." He says and storms out of the door.

I know he is right. I know that Amelia will think I'm a liar. But I really don't care.. She is already dying so that won't change anything.

"I'll be waiting for you near the ice cream shop."

I text her and she says okay.

The walk there is quick and I was hoping it will last a year. Time isn't cooperative these days.

"Hello." She greets me with a wide smile and a peck on my lips. God! I'm going to miss her touch..

"Hello." I smile weakly and she narrows her eyes, as if trying to read me. Good luck with that baby.

"What's wrong?" She asks me and I feel uneasy.

"Um.. Why don't we go inside?" I ask her.

"I don't have time 'cause I should go to the hospital. You already know that."

"Okay Amy. Don't hate me but I have to do this."

"Do what?" She asks me, confused.

"Look I know that I'm doing a huge mistake, but we.. We are over. We need to have a break." I tell her, trying to stay calm and she stays silent.

"Amelia?"

"I..I don't know what to say." She laughs and I look at her in surprise.

"What are you laughing at?"

"Is this like a prank or something? 'Cause that's the worst break-up I've ever heard and witnessed."

"No it's not Amy.. I can't do this anymore, you are going to die, I'm going to be depressed for years, I'll find another girl and this story will end."

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