Life Boat :ANDY BEIRSACK FAN FIC

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Previously "as soon as you swallow the bite you can tell this is not going to be enjoyable...  "

About thirty minuets later you two have finished the peice of pizza and are still sitting in his bunk watching Harry potter. You sit and it's like you can feel the pizza churning in your stomach. You curl your legs up to your chest and wrap your arms around them, resting your chin on them. You take a sip of your water and feel the familiar sensation of the cool liquid going down your throat. You put your head in between your knees. Then out of no where Andy picks you up and places you on his lap hugging you with his chin resting on the top of your head. You snuggle up closer to him and after a few minutes fall asleep.when you wake up you are still in Andy's bunk. Then You start to notice the position you are in... Andy is lying behind you, his arms wrapped delicately around your waist, your legs tangled with his, and his fingers are laced with yours as well. You take a moment to savor this moment because you feel safe.like nothing could harm you. You close your eyes and then fall asleep. When you wake up you smell food so you roll over and get out of bed. Walking to the main area you see Andy and cc. They are sitting at the table and are eating some food. "Hi" you say with a quite whisper. Andy looks up and smiles at you. That fucking smile. CC looks up and says hi getting up to give you a hug. You walk over and sit at the table. You are sitting next to Andy and he reaches over to you picks you up and places a you in his lap hugging your waist and resting his chin gently on your shoulder. "One pancake and four strawberries. Movie split. Deal."you nod your head because at least you aren't eating a full pancake. "Ok go get a movie" as you go to get a movie you look at the multitude of them. You find your favorite movie. Batman. The really cheesey   one with George cloony. When the the theme  song comes on Andy literally shouts"I HEAR BATMAN" and two second's later comes in with the food and water. He sits down next to you and moves you so you are cuddling with him and same as last time about 15 minutes in to the movie he takes a bite and you follow his actions. Soon the food is gone and the movie is over and right as the movie ends the manager  comes and tells them that they have to go to sound check. So every one gets dressed in comfy  clothing and go to the stage to do sound checks you are sitting in the stands closest to the stage listening to the guys go through the set. Your phone starts going crazy with notifications.you unlock your phone and it takes you to Instagram where you see the most hate about you that you have ever seen in your life. So many rumors about you and so many false stories about you. So many nasty comments. Most of them saying to " go cut some more" or" drink a bottle of bleach " .  Then you hear the guys phones blow up to. You get up and run out of the venue as fast as you can and just as you get to the door to exit the seating  area you hear Andy call your name and foot steps running after you you. You keep running but stop because the tears in your eyes are making it hard to see.as you stand in the middle of a hallway with everything racing through your mind and every mean comment every rumor about you. You feel the start of an anxiety attack. You start to breath really heavily and your crying gets worse. You start to shake really bad.you stand there in the middle of the hallway crying then feel someone's arms around you. Not even Caring who it is you turn around and hug them. As soon as you start to hug them you know it's Andy. You start to cry harder as he makes sushing noises. Your legs give out and you collapse but he picks you up bridal style before you can even fall.he carry 's you to the dressing rooms and sits down on the couch not once letting go of you. He take a blanket and raps it around him and you, which is good because you are really cold. He takes of his sweatshirt and gently lifts your arms up putting it over your head and pulling it down he starts to sing and when he does it immediately starts to calm you down. And two minors later your panic attack stopes and your crying is just little sniffles. The only thing that won't stop is the shaking . You close your eyes and listen to Andy's heart and his voice and soon later you drift off to sleep in his arms yet again.

A/n

I'm sooooooo sorry this is so short and stuff and that it took so long I'll try to update more often just a lot of shit has been going on so ya

Love you guy!!!!!
Also what do you think is gonna happen at the concert or will there even be a concert? Will she just sleep trough it?

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