Going to wonderland

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Previously 

"Someone ran on to the stage and kissed andy. But the worst part is... He kissed her back..."

" every one this is my girlfriend... Juliet"  at those words you felt something break inside. You find the nearest chair and sit down because your legs were week and you didn't want to fall over. Your brother sees this and looks at you with concern. To make it seem like its not andy you hold up your phone. At this point you are standing again And start crying.  And you get even more notifications from social media. You have been getting them been getting them since sound check. You try to muffle your cry. " turn off my mic!" You here footsteps coming quickly Towards you and then feel two familiar arms around you. " you ok." You just shake your head no. Cc looks to one of the security guards. " walk her back to the bus and keep an eye on her. i mean it if she has to pee the bathroom door stays open." The security guard nod's his head in understanding . Your brother gives you a hug and holds you really tight.  He walks back on the stage and the guys all give him questioning glances. You walk back to the bus and lay in your bunk. You put your headphones in and play your " fuck my life" playlist. And it starts to play all the sad songs you know. You stare at the celling of your bunk. And let the tears slowly stream down your face. You feel a tap on your shoulder. You look and you see the security guard looking at you. " are you ok." You just shrug your shoulders  because you honestly don't know any more. About an hour later you have fallen asleep. The guys come back and you can here someone climb in to your bunk. "Hey sis." You just turn around and look at him. He sees your expression and pulls you in close. He stays with you until you fall asleep. When you wake its about 4 in the morning and everyone is sleeping, so you quietly get up and walk to the stage. You lay down and turn on your music.  you start to sing but not loud just humming. then some certain songs start to play and you start to full on belt out the song but then realizing how loud you are. and stop singing. you lay for a few more minutes and then "don't lose who you are" by Jessie j comes on. and you full on belt the entire song, next thing you know you here clapping.....


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ok guys that is the next chapter sorry for the lack of updates even though no one reads this story. hope you guys like it!!!!!! sorry its so short!

who do you think was clapping?

stay strong lovelies

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- Eleanor  Roosevelt  

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