Life Boat :ANDY BEIRSACK FAN FIC

hold it against me

You wake to the sound of your phone dinging.

You turn your head to see that you have a couple of notifications from Instagram.

Some are from comments left on the post talking about you and andy.

You see that he liked the post  and also made a comment.

Andy beirsack: performing with @yourhandle is one of the greatest things about warped this year. Not only are we really close, but she brings an energy to the stage like no other. Juliet did some things that are unforgivable, thus the reason that I broke up with her. The relationship was toxic, and I'm glad I have y/n and the rest of the guys in my life, because they supported me and stood by me through all of the crazy times we've shared.

You smile at your phone and reply to his comment.

You: if it weren't for @andybeirsack , my brother, and the members of bvb, along with all the other amazing people I've met this past six months, I wouldn't be the person I am today. I would still be in a toxic relationship, and I wouldn't have the courage to speak infront of people, let alone sing. The guys are the first people I truly opened up to, and Andy and cc are the reason I had the strength to keep fighting. If it weren't for them I'd be in a much different situation. And I'm greatfull for them, and the exsperiances we've all shared on this incredible journey.

You read  through some of the comments and are surprised to see that most of them are positive. And even an account that usually gives you hate says something nice about you.

Randomaccount: as much as I hate to admit it, y/n is starting to grow on me. I hated her for a long time because I really liked Andy and Juliet together, and I though she worked her way in and broke them up. But after reading Andy's reply I'm realizing that she makes him happy, and that's all we want for the guys. I've watched the way they interact with her and she makes them happy. Not that they weren't before, but now it seems as if there complete. And she seems to actually care about them. I'm not saying I love her or anything, but I'm gonna give her a chance. And i think we all should.

You smile at the comments. For once they aren't completely negative. Of course there still are some of those who say that Andy is " theirs" but you just ignore them. After a while your stomach rumbles.

And for the first time you aren't disgusted that your hungry.

Normally you would get disappointed or even mad that you were hungry. Felling like your body wasn't cooperating with you. But now, it's just something that your body does. It gets hungry, and that's ok.

You figured you should probably eat a little something, yes you were ok being hungry, but it doesn't mean your completely fine and can eat what ever you want. It's gonna take time to get a better relationship with food, and Andy made you realise that that's ok. The need to control what you eat will never go away. It's going to be a part of you for as long as you live, and some days will be harder then others. But out know know that instead of starving yourself, you can choose what goes in.

You get out of Andy's bunk and walk to the front, goin to the fridge and looking inside.

Despite being a bunch of guys who are always on the move, the fridge is kept pretty well stocked with fruit and veggies. Along with other healthy options.  You decide to make everyone yogurt parfaits.

You grab a couple of bowls, and spoon about half a cup of strawberry yogurt into each. Then you add some strawberries, blueberries, raspberries, and some kiwi to each bowl, topping it of with some granola.