Lost in Time

f o u r

2 weeks into summer

Within the next to weeks the two boys became close. Hanging out everyday, and getting to know each other on the way. Taylor was so very sure of his liking for Shawn now. He was a great to person to be around. Always positive in every situation life threw him in. Taylor adores that about Shawn.

Currently the two boys whee hanging in Shawn's room having a meaningless conversation, though, Taylor was physically there his mind was somewhere else. Deep in thoughts. There was one thing he never mentioned to Shawn. A big thing about his life.

Taylor was gay. He didn't know how Shawn would feel about him when he decided to tell Shawn this big secret, but if they where gonna be friends for the rest of the summer then Shawn had to know this information."

"You aren't list-" Shawn was saying before Taylor cut him off. "I need to tell you something before this friendship goes any further." He sits up more against the headboard.

Shawn gives him a questioning look, "What are you a serial killer?!" His expression was actually scared, it was priceless to Taylor. He chuckled softly shaking his head. "I'm not a serial killer, but I am gay..." Why not admit it after a good laugh.

"That's not something to joke about." Shawn took sudden offense, he didn't actually believe someone ass good looking, and charming as Taylor could be gay. He thought Taylor was joking around. It wasn't funny to him though.

Taylor pinched his eyebrows together, "I'm not joking. I'm dead serious gay. I like dick!" He said so serious, it was funny. Shawn giggled, "I do too." It was a true miracle. For once a boy he seemed entrance in was gay? This couldn't be real life, but it was.

"This is crazy." Taylor threw his head back against the headboard. Shawn looked at the boy in front of him confused. What was so crazy about both of them being gay? It was a normal thing... What's the big deal?

"Why is this crazy?" He questions, nudging Taylor's leg. "A guy I actually have interest in is ga– wait?! Did I just, oh my." Taylor shook his head at his own mistake. He had basically just admitted his small crush to Shawn.

"Ohh you have interest in me?" Shawn grinned with a taunting look. Taylor shrugged. He'd already said it, there's no going back now. It's not as if he just admitted his love for Shawn. Just said he had some 'interest'. That's all it was for this moment in time.

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WHEN SHAWN HITS A HIGH NOTE CAUSING HIS VOICE TO BE SCRATCHY: FUCK ME DADDY!!!

qotd: dream career?
me: i really wanna either be a teacher, or a doctor that delivers babies (idc if it's weird whatever) also just a children doctor (pediatrician)

[may 31, 2016]
[12:04am]