Diary entry #1:
Today is Halloween and it's night. I am never a true fan of holidays since I never really had a family to celebrate them with. I heard a rumor about Edward Mordrake. I believe it is just a hoax but we will see. Mrs. Elsa is practicing her gig tonight and if he shows, He shows. Im not too scared. I've seen things far beyond human conception. My eye grow weary of the trouble pasts I came onto today. Each time I see a memory I grow Ill. So I must rest in order to gain strength once again.
I went my tent as the night fell. Madame Elza was blasting her incessant off-key music. I looked out of my tent and seen green mist. Maybe he is real.
"Yes, my love. I am real." I was a bit startled as I turned around. That man, was so very handsome and tall. With black long hair and dressed very old fashioned. "My, you are very prepossessing. Very exquisite in many forms."
His flattery rendered me in a gust of silence. "T-Thank you." I felt my cheeks boil red.
"You're not use to such..." He paused to think. "Feelings, are you?" I shook my head, these feelings terrified me. "I must say, I'm not either. Your darkness, your aura.. Attracts my demon to you. Although when I first gazed upon your beauty, I fell instantly for you. You're the first I've experienced such things with." I could see he was overwhelmed by his emotions, as was I.
I attempted to comfort him, I nearly gazed my hand against his face before he grabbed it. "If you're going to peer into my tragedies, do not use your hand to see." He paused. "Look with your lips." He plunged his lips onto mine. My first kiss. I seen his whole life. His beginning, his very short middle, and his end. All the people he killed. I felt his eyes pierce into my memories as well. So I blocked off his connection before he got to far. He released slowly. "I purloined your first kiss?" He paused and smiled. "You were mine too. I assume you seen that, my demon.. Prevented my from doing certain things. But he takes kindly to you." He looked at my eyes, than my lips. "May I have one more before I bid my farewell?" I slowly nodded as his soft lips caressed mine. I didn't want it to stop but I don't know how to show it. He let go. "Can I see you again?" He said with a soft smile.
"Please.." I said softly. He smiled and almost walked out. I quickly grabbed his long sleeve to his coat. "Wait.." I said softly while he paused and smiled. His blue eyes looking at mine. "Please stay.."
"I'll come back to you at twilight, my love." He smiled and kissed me again. "But I will need something from you." He said.
"What will you need?"
"You're delicious tragedies." He said before vanishing.
My heart fluttered as I seen him vanish. I was rather confused. My tragedies? I thought he couldn't sense my misery if I block it off of my memories. I shall figure something out. I grew restless as I flung myself on the bed. My thoughts grew louder and louder. I can never control my thoughts. They always find a way to take over my mind at night. Every memory I have seen, I will remember. They have taken my dreams away from me. All I dream of are everyone's memories I've seen. Sometimes I get confused, mistaking other people's memories with mine. I decided to take a sleeping pill to erase my thoughts. Sooner or later, the faux voices stopped. Now I can get some rest. I fell victim to the harsh hands of sleep.
