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Her Side of the Story.

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21st May 2015, Thursday

Dear diary---

Today, I went back to that place as usual. Its been five months since I first started to do it. I'm lucky no one has ever caught me doing it-- for today, at least.

Then I ditched Park ahjussi at the bus stop near the school--- again. /roll eyes/ Well, not my fault he kept on nagging since early morning. I've been nothing other than a good girl--- staying at home after school, I don't go to parties, I don't get drunk, and I don't even have a boyfriend! It's not like I did anything wrong, didn't I? Nahhh. Deciding not to hear any nagging, I put my earphones on and go to my school on my own.

Upon reaching the hell hole-- school--- I mean, I quickly pull up my black hoodie, trying to remain unnoticed as usual, well that's just me afterall.

The girls--- hmm they always have nothing to talk about other than boys and fashion, I wonder, do their brains feel happy for having nothing instead of just those two things?

I was a little late to the dance class, a class I hate the most other than physical education--- of course. /rolls eyes again/ Ms. Hyoyeon picked at me again, just because I don't have any partner for the practices. It is not mine to blame for I am too fabulous for the boys in my class. /flips hair/

During lunch break, I usually goes to the school's cafèteria and bought my lunch to eat at the rooftop. But today, Park ahjussi brought me some sandwich which his wife had kindly made for me. So I straight away goes to my eating spot--- the rooftop.

As the bell for the next session rings, I quickly changed my PE uniform to my school uniform and rushed to the studio for my favourite class--- composing class.

Oh I forgot to mention that my school is Sunhwa Arts School, a private coeducational college preparatory arts academy- one of the best in Seoul. I've been here for the last five months and no one has ever knows anything about me--- yet, not a single information except for my name and my grade--- of course. And I hope it will stay that way, remaining anonymous for the rest of my school year.

Definitely, not after what I did...

Well- I have only seven months to survive in this hell hole and I'll be free! Mansae! I hope for all of this remain as the way it should and I can be a composer for our artists in the nation and the universe! Okay, just kidding...

When the class ended, I quickly slipped into diamond life--- harharhar very funny--- nahh, I actually slipped out to my favourite escapade, Bangtan Café. Its a nice, cozy cafe with a homey feel.

I ordered my usual caramel macchiato and sat at the corner of the café. As my order is being made, I took advantage to observe people passing by the café. A small family of three catched my attention. Their smiles are so genuine, I didn't realize I was smiling too. After I got my coffee, I called Park ahjussi and he fetched me home.

I took a shower and changed into my baggy pants and large sweatshirt. After I'm done with my homework, I went to my music room and practised the drums.

As I was feeling a bit happy today, I played a nice song--- not a depressing one like I usually plays before. Times went flying faster when we do something we love, and without me realizing, /notice my sarcasm/ it was already night and I put away my instruments and make my dinner.

Before I go to bed, dear diary, I just want to say I hope everything will goes as planned and nothing will ever stand in the way--- ever again.

Love,
Kang Seulgi.

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