Life Of A Socially Awkward Girl

Chapter 24

A week later.

Mom made me become a bridesmaid. Oddly enough, I kinda liked it. The dresses and stuff. I didn't really think I would, but I did.

And it was her wedding day.

Me and Logan had been pretty distant. Well I was kind of more distant from him than he from me. I couldn't get that thing that Blake said the other night out of my head. He was completely right about everything.

"Lucy? A little help?" Mom was trying to get her dress to zip up and had grandma and two of her friends trying to help. I tried and helped them and it was not easy. But once the zipper got up she looked so beautiful.

"Oh my god mom!" I gasped and I sensed the same reaction from her friends and grandma.

"You look wonderful, honey," grandma said, sneakily wiping away tears. I smiled.

Mom looked at us and put her hands over her mouth. "You all look so beautiful." She looked at grandma and held her hands. "I couldn't be happier."

"Are you ready?" Ursula, one of mom's friends squealed. The three of them, who had been best friends since high school, all jumped together in a circle, holding hands, for celebration.

"Okay, I'm ready!" mom said and grandma opened the door into the entrance of the church. Grandma was going to escort her into the church since she raised her alone just like mom raised me.

I went down the aisle first and then her two friends and then the bride herself, my mother. I noticed Rory and saw him in a completely different light. He looked like he was so happy to be spending the rest of his life with us. I also noticed Blake and Logan sitting in the third row. I insisted they sit next to each other even though I knew they wouldn't like it. They knew better then to fight in my mother's wedding so they probably decided not to speak to each other at all.

As I came up to the altar and got to look at all of the faces of relatives and friends I hoped this day would be all happiness and no drama. But something told me that wouldn't necessarily be true.

When mom walked down the aisle I couldn't help but look at Rory's thankful face. I was actually genuinely happy she was marrying him.

The ceremony was very beautiful and the vows they wrote were so wonderful. I couldn't help but shred a tear. What I noticed at the corner of my eye was that Blake was always looking at me when I noticed him. Logan watched the ceremony like a normal person and looked at me smiling from time to time.

I went to the party in Blake's car and Logan rode with us. While Blake drove, Logan and I sat in the backseat and he kept kissing me and holding my hand and stuff. I could notice Blake looking at us in the rear-view mirror, disappointed.

He put his hand on my thigh and started moving it upwards.

"Logan!" I took his hand off me and looked at him like he was crazy. "What the fuck are you doing?"

"Is there a problem?" Blake asked as he looked at us through the mirror.

Logan put his hands up and said sorry. Then he whispered in my ear "Let's meet up after the party." and kissed my neck.

"Chill out, Logan, I'm not in the mood for this right now."

"What's with you?" he asked moving a little back.

"I've just been a little stressed." I looked at Blake and I saw he was looking at me. I smiled and looked away. Logan saw that and looked at Blake. He moved to the seat besides him and crossed his arms.

And we didn't say anything the whole way there. There was some music on the radio but it was quiet and I barely heard what song was on. 

Logan looked at me and pouted, mouthing the words 'I'm sorry.'