Life Of A Socially Awkward Girl

Chapter 14

The morning after the basketball guys were crazy because they won the game. The guy that had shot the winning shot was being held in the air like a king by all of his teammates and some other people. The cheerleaders were also cheering and shaking their pom-poms everywhere.

I had spent the previous night trying to sleep and get Blake out of my head. Because every time my mind came to that kiss, I smiled. Which led me to pressing my face into my pillow. I also did something I never thought I would do on purpose. And especially alone.

I got a bit drunk.

Mom kept some alcohol in one of the kitchen cabinets and I just stole some. It was the only way I could sleep. I didn't really remember much of what I did. I mostly just lay in my bed and cried about being disloyal to Logan.

I wore a baggy hoodie and some comfy pants because I felt like I couldn't breathe in tighter clothes.

I was on my way to go to maths class when suddenly I was grabbed and put in to a class room that was next to me.

And before I knew it I was up against the wall being kissed.

I pushed him away out of disbelieve.

"Blake?" I asked as quietly as I could. "What are you doing?"

"I got your text." He was smiling.

But when he saw that I didn't know what I was talking about, his smile wiped off. I was looking at him like he was crazy. Which he was.

I saw his ears getting red as he looked down at his feet. "Oh, I'm sorry."

"What text?"

He picked up his phone and showed me our text conversation.

'I miss u,' I had sent with a kissy face at 2:09 AM. And then he showed me another; 'I wanna kiss u again,' with the two people kissing emoji at 2:34 AM.

I put my hands over my mouth. "Oh no I didn't." Then I rubbed my eyes and looked back at him. "I got drunk, I'm sorry."

"You got drunk?" he asked protectively. "Why would you do that?"

"Couldn't sleep?" I replied awkwardly.

 "You got drunk because you couldn't sleep?" I could tell he was getting a bit mad.

"Well," I started. "Kinda."

He sighed. I was waiting for him to say something else, but he didn't.

He just walked out the door, leaving me in there alone. I was making a huge mess. When I walked out I spotted Logan and I went up to him.

"Hey," he said and I greeted back. We walked to the class together and sat down in our usual seats.

"Hi Lucy!" I heard Ellie say as she walked past me.

"Hey!" I greeted back and watched her go to her seat.

I had never noticed her sitting there just behind Logan. Typical.

They gave eachother smirks and she sat down. He turned around to talk to her.

He was making her laugh and she was making him laugh and I was so, so, so jelous. I just wished that was me sitting there.

And when they weren't talking, they were basically eye-humping eachother for like 3 minutes at a time.

"Lucy!" There were finger snapped in front of me.

I looked back at Blake who seemed to have gotten over the confused kiss. He laughed and added, "just get over it, you know how he can be. You can be jelous if he cheats on you."