There was something about Josh that just seemed so right. I felt the butterfly's in my stomach as he leans up against the drum set. I knew he was trying to be cool, the way he looked at me.
All of a sudden there was a big "BANG" and Josh was on the ground. he and fallen though the drum set.
"OH MY GOD" I let out a little laugh, "josh are you ok" I blurted out as the rest of the class giggled.
"Ya" he said, holding his head "I'll be ok"
I helped him up. it was weird standing next to him he was so tall, and I was really short, I'm only 5'2 and he's like 6'2. We started talking about random things, but mostly music. he was so talented. All I could do was play guitar and piano, and I also sing a little. He was telling me about how he knew how the play 9 instruments by the time he was 13. We talked the whole band class.
" Hey Teegan?" Josh said while he had one hand in his pocket and the other brushed though his hair. " You know your a pretty cool chick, and your really fun to talk to...." He started to talk again " So I was....." He said as the bell rang. And Tasha grabbed my by the arm a pulled me away.
" What are you doing" I yelled at Tasha
" I was making sure you weren't late for your next class" she replied.
" I think Josh was about to ask me out." I wined as we walked to our next class.
Social Studies, I really like and I usually pay really good attention but all I could think about was the possibility of Josh, the boy I've like since 5th grade so 5 years was going to ask me out. The rest of the morning dragged on, I really just couldn't pay any attention I could only think about josh.
Finally lunch came along I did my usual, picked though the lunch my mom packed me and shared it with Tasha. Then second half of lunch was choir I figured maybe if josh was going to ask me out in band but Tasha pulled me away before he could that maybe he will in choir. So I waited, and waited, and waited the teacher kept us to busy even if he wanted to. So I waited I little more. We never even got the chance to talk. And before I knew it choir was over and he didn't ask me out. It kind of bummed me out though the rest of the day.
"FINALLY" I yelled out as soon as the final bell rang. The rest of the class stared at me as they walked out to their lockers. I had math homework but I'm not going to do it.
"Hello" my mom said as I walked in the door " how was school?"
"Ok... I guess" I said because it was a pretty good day, but I still wish Josh had asked me out.
My mom never asked anything after that because she knew I would just say "nothing" or "I don't know" so she didn't bother.
My night went on nothing really happened. Until about ten. What most people don't know is I have slit depression and sleep insoma. It was a dark time for me but I really didn't feel the need to cut tonight. The thought of Josh made me happy. But that didn't help the insoma. I still laid awake with all my thoughts and sometimes it gets kind of scary just some of the thoughts I have. Then I start to think what if Josh really doesn't like me, what if he just wants to be friends.
"No" I say to my self "don't think like that"
Josh isn't like other guys, he's different. I still laid awake and just started thinking and thinking until I wasn't thinking any more. I had finally fallen asleep. The first time in about 2 days that I have slept, I felt good! Maybe Josh will be the best thing that ever happened to me. Maybe he will be perfect.
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FanfictionTeegan was just another school girl. Until the boy of her dreams came to her. But little did anyone know he had a secret and he ends up dragging her down with him. Can they get out of their problems. Or will they meet their end?
