Just thought I should put in a trigger warning
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I woke up about an hour after falling asleep. I could tell just by the way I felt it was happening again. Insoma.
"Fuck. why? I was doing so good" I said to my self.
I started digging though my top drawer.
"Fuck where is it" I said while searching though my drawer. "Ha I found it" I said, and without giving any other thought I dragged the sharp blade across my wrist. One cut. Then an other. Until there were 3 cuts on my arm. I sat at the foot of my bed and cried. I wasn't really sure why but I did. It's not like I've never done it before.
I thought to my self what will Josh say. Would he be angry. Would he give me pity. Thank god for sweaters. Maybe I won't tell him about anything until I know I can trust him. And I think I can.
It was Thursday, a day before Matts party. From what I understand his parents are gone until next Friday. In the morning I rolled out of bed. I felt like shit and looked like it too.
I started walking to school I met up with Tasha
"Wow you look like shit" said said " Insoma?"
"Yup"
"You didn't....." as she lifted up my sleeve to find the bandages around my arm. " that bad" she continued.
"Ya, but let's talk about something else...."
"Like..... " she said as she stared at me funny.
"Ok just between me and you Josh told me that matt has been crushing on you since 7th grade" I said as I let out a little squeal.
"No way" she said "matt told me that Josh has had a crush on you since 5th grade
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FanfictionTeegan was just another school girl. Until the boy of her dreams came to her. But little did anyone know he had a secret and he ends up dragging her down with him. Can they get out of their problems. Or will they meet their end?
