Perfect

Ch.15

TEEGAN'S POV

It was so hot outside but I still had to wear pants and something with long sleeves. I just couldn't risk my mom finding out about cutting Tasha and Matt already knew but now I had a new secret. Heroin and they didn't know about that, and are not going to find out because that would men bad news for all of us. I know I'm addicted to it now it's just like smoking but instead I have four dots from needles on my arm. The first time I tried it with Josh it was amazing I knew right then and there this wasn't going to be the last time I used it.

Flash back ( one week ago)

"So what exactly is this" I asked Josh.

"Heroin" he replied as he made the white powder in to liquid and sucked it into the needle.

"Isn't heroin like really addictive"

"Why do you think I'm here right now" I looked around I wasn't sure if I wanted to do this anymore. I know I have an addictive personality. "you don't have to do it if you don't want to" he said holding both the needles in his hand. I took one of them and stuck it into my arm and pushed the liquid into my body. Josh smiled and did the same.

End of flash back

Matt, Tasha, Josh and I were all going to the mall today just to hang out I'm not really sure what we are going to do yet. Josh was driving because I'm not aloud for another 2 weeks, doctors orders.

"Come on let's go we have to pick up Matt and Tasha still" Josh yelled from the top of the stairs. I was trying to cover up my cuts with makeup so I didn't have to wear a long sleeve luckily I had good makeup so it worked but I brought I sweeter just in case.

"Coming" I yelled as I ran up the stairs. He grabbed my hand and we walked out to his car. He opened the door for me "your being really nice, who are you and what have you done with my boyfriend." I laughed.

"What I can't be nice to my beautiful girlfriend, if you don't like it I can stop" he pulled me closer to him and wrapped his arms around my waist.

"No you don't have to I like it" he kissed me on the forehead and I dug my head into his chest. I got into the car and we drove off to get Tasha and Matt. He held my hand the whole way. We sang along with the radio to almost every song. We finally got to the mall and we decided to go and get something to eat before we went and did other stuff.

"We should do something we have never done before." Tasha said as she finished her food.

"Like...." Josh said he sounded confused I was too to be honest.

"Follow me" she stood up and grabbed Matts hand me and Josh followed. we walked around for about five minutes. I'm not exactly sure what she is looking for. "you guys wanna know something I've always wanted to do"

"No what" Matt said looking at her smiling I could tell he was confused to. Next thing I know we were standing in the Dragon Shop Tattoo and Body Piercing shop.

"I've always wanted to get my nose pieced" Tasha said smiling.

"OMG I want to" I let out a little sequel. Tasha sat on the little bed. The room we were in almost looked like a mini doctors office. Tasha got though the piercing with out even flinching and now she had a little white stud in her nose it looked really cute. I almost backed out but Tasha Matt and Josh blocked to door way so I couldn't. It wasn't really that bad to be honest and now I had a little blue stud, I let Josh pick the colour. Next thing I know Josh is sitting on the bed.

"Josh what are you getting done" I said looking at him funny. He stuck his tongue out at me gesturing that's what he was getting pierced. "oh that's hot can't wait to make out with that" I laughed and then kissed him on the cheek. It didn't take long until he was done and we were walking out of the shop. We tried to convince Matt to get something done but he refused.

"What to do now" Josh said while he swung my hand back and forth like A five year old. We kept walking around the mall. We stopped and got coffee witch is another thing I'm addicted to.

"We should go back to my house and watch movies" I said it was starting to get late it was already 9 pm.

"That sounds ok I guess" Matt said.

"But that means I have to drive" Josh said in a whinny five year old voice.

"Oh shut up josh" Matt said slapping him on the shoulder.

"Owe" Josh said holding his arm.

"Your such a baby" I laughed. I stood on my tippy toes to give him a kiss on the cheek. Yes that's how short I am. I ended up just giving up a digging my head into his chest while he held both my hands. We all walked back to the car a drove back to my house.

"Hmm... what to watch" Josh said walking other to my movie rack.

"Oh we should watch a horror movie" Tasha said while she helped me pull out the bed in the couch.

"Ya sure we have a lot" we really did I loved scary movies. I went a grabbed some pillows and blankets from my room. I came back and they already had a movie in the DVD player and they were sitting on the bed waiting for me to bring back blankets and pillows. I ran up stairs a made popcorn Josh. followed behind me.

"Need help" Josh said as he grabbed a popcorn bowl out of the cupboard.

"Not really but it's nice to have the company" I smiled and he kissed me on the cheek. I smiled even bigger. While we were waiting for the popcorn I sat up on the counter. Josh stood in front of me in between my legs I kissed him on the lips. He put his hands on my waist as he slipped his tongue in my mouth. The piercing felt different but I kinda liked it. We were interrupted by the microwave beeping telling me the popcorn was ready. I pushed Josh away as he have me a kind of a pouty look. I pulled the popcorn out and poured it into the bowl. Josh grabbed my hand and we walked down stairs.

"What are we watching" I said as I jumped on the bed.

"Night mare on elm street" Tasha said as Matt took a hand full of popcorn.

"No mine" I said pulling away from him. We both laughed. Me and Tasha made the boys sit on the out side and we sat in the middle. Not because we were scared because we wanted to sit beside each other. I think we got about 20 min. into the movie before I looked over to were Tasha and Matt were laying there I'm not really sure if they were making out or just talking. And just as I suspected they were making out. I laid on Josh's chest and he put his arm around me as I cuddled to him closer. I loved this. I loved him.

I woke up but I wasn't in my basement it was a dark room. I looked around I didn't see Josh, Tasha or Matt. I turned around and I saw Josh. I tried to run towards him but he just kept on getting further and further away. I called out his name.

"JOSH" I screamed out "Help me"

"Teegan" he called back to me. "Teegan"

"Josh" I called out again. I started tearing up. I tried so hard but I just couldn't get to him, I felt so helpless.

He called my name again and again "Teegan.. Teegan.... TEEGAN" my eyes shot open. It was just a dream. I hug Josh, I gave him the biggest hug I ever have in my life. I was still shaking, I was terrified. He looked at my really concerned, he hugged me back and held me tight. I bursted out into tears I don't even know why I just did.

"What happened" he looked down at me.

"I had a bad dream" I cuddled to him closer.

"Wanna talk about it" I dug my head into his chest. I'm guessing he just took that as a no because we just stopped talking. I eventually fell back asleep.

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