Perfect

Ch26

'They say true love is forever, but how long is forever. Just a lifetime? It could be years, months, days. But if you really think about it love last longer than a life time if you truly love them. Whether it's love at first sight or maybe you hated them at first. Maybe you didn't even think of them being the person you would fall for. If you really love them it will last beyond death. What's the meaning behind true loves first kiss? Is all just in our heads? Just a made up story like the ones our parents told us when we were younger? I don't think it is I think it's a true feeling in our minds, our souls, our hearts. I speak from personal experience. Although I'm not married I know that the person that I'm with I do truly love. I guess you can say he was my high school sweetheart that is if we finished high school. I guess your wondering how I ever got a job without finishing school, I don't know hidden talent I guess. What can I say Josh is my soul mate. We have been through everything together.......'

I was interrupted by the door opening to our apartment. If you haven't guessed it already I became a writer. A writer for one of the biggest magazine articles in the country. Josh and I never did go back to school. Yes we did struggle at first between rent and trying to find work, it was hard but I guess five years after rehab everything started to just fall in place. I found my talent for writing. Josh on the other hand, started his band up again him and Matt found a new drummer in the paper, as crazy as that sounds. Through Ian they found Mike. After working their ass's off they finally got a recording contract with 604 records right here in Vancouver. They are currently working on their second album and just finished a tour.

"I'm home" I heard Josh call out from the kitchen.

"In the den." I called back. Our apartment was fairly big it was a three bedroom.So we have our room then we have a spare room. Then there is the kitchen and the living room. There's only one bathroom but it's just the two or us so it's ok. We also have the den witch is where we spend most of our time. We have my lap top and other work things in one corner witch is a mess. Then there is a piano and some guitars. Josh obviously uses them the most but I still play a little.

"How is the new article coming" Josh smiled and wrapped his arms around me.

"Good, how are things going in the studio" I said as I kissed him on the cheek.

"Good but Jonathan wants someone else on the new album you know featuring in one of the songs." Jonathan was the guys manager. Don't get me wrong he is really good but he likes to throw stuff at the guys last minute.

"Well what were you thinking" Josh always has ideas. I can't wait to hear this one. They are usually amazing.

"Well......." Josh paused for a second. Witch means he's up to something. " I was kinda hoping maybe.... You would wanna sing with us on a song." What. Josh put on his signature cheeky smile. With that even if I wanted to say no I couldn't.

"Ya why not I would be fun". After me saying yes his smile grew then he dragged me over to the piano like a little kid who just learned a new song and wants to show his mom. Josh handed me sheet music and smiled. He started playing a song called 'Good to You' I have heard Josh play it a couple of times but he always told me it wasn't finished yet. I kept the melody in my head as Josh started singing.

"Everyone's around, no words are coming now.

And I can't find my breath, can we say the rest with no sound.

And I know this isn't enough

I still don't measure up, and I'm not prepared, sorry is never there when you need

it.

And now I do want you to know I hold you up above every one.

And now I do want you to know I think you'd be good to me