Perfect

Perfect chapter 4/5

Sorry for some reason my last chapter got cut in half so hear is the rest of it and chapter five.

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When me and Tasha finally got to school it dragged on until band class.

I heard Josh and Matt come in they were laughing and talking. They came over to were we were sitting.

"Wow you look like shit" Josh said with a dorky smile on his face.

"Oh why thanks for your concern" I said with a sarcastic tone.

They both pulled up chairs where me and Tasha were sitting.

"Soooo...." Matt started awkwardly "your both still coming to me party tomorrow night right?"

"Yup" me and Tasha both said at the same time.

After that we both started to have our own conversations Matt and Tasha talked. Me and Josh talked, we were have I really serious talk. I decided to tell him almost everything. My cutting, My bulimia, My Insoma, I even told him how it all started.

I started confessing to him. "when I was 12 my dad left. Gone he never called never came to visit. He just left me and my mom all alone. I always had Insoma it just got worst when he left. I tried so hard to get other help but nothing ever worked so I picked up the blade. It seemed to help so I kept doing it".

"Is that why you have the bandages on your arm"

"You noticed"

"Ya but I didn't what to say anything I wasn't sure"

"It's okay"

Josh started to tell me about him. We had more in common than I thought. "same for me nothing helped me so I picked up the blade and it helped"

"Hey Teegan can I tell you somthing"

"Sure anything".

"Well you see my Insoma was getting really bad. But then I started hanging out with you. It got better I could fall asleep easily. Until last night. I could tell just by the way I felt it was....."

"Insoma" we both said at the same time and smiled.

"Me too" I said looking down at my lap. Josh put his hand on my shoulder and said "it's okay" then he gave me a hug.

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End of chapter 4

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Chapter 5

It was Friday night Matt told us to be there at 6. It was about 4:30. Tasha knew exactly what she was wearing. She had a short dress that was white with sliver sparkles and black trim she also wore black sparkly high heels. It looked grate it wasn't so much so she didn't look sluty she looked perfect.

I went though my closet. I had it down to 3 dresses. The first one was lighting blue with black trim. The second on was a purple mini dress that I wore to my 9th grade dance. The third one was and black and blue striped dress like Tasha's white one it was a little tight.

"I think I'll go with the first one" I yelled to Tasha who was in the bath room.

"The blue one with black trim" she yelled back.

"Yup".

"Josh will like that, you know his favourite colour on his favourite girl." she let out a little smirk.