Perfect

Ch.21

JOSH'S POV

When I saw what Sara had I could feel my whole world shatter. I didn't know what she would do. Would she keep my dirty little secret? Would she tell my parents? All these questions were all in the air but no words were spoken. It's like they were out of reach but they couldn't have been louder. I could see the tears rolling down her face. I knew what I was getting into when I started all this the only thing is, I dragged Teegan down with me.

"Why Josh? Why would you do this to your self?!?!" She yelled and threw the kit across the room just missing me.

"Please Sara let me explain" I pleaded.

"Explain what why you started heroine? Josh this stuff could kill you." she stepped closer to me. She was tall for a girl but I still towered over her. "Does Teegan know?" she continued yelling at me.

"Well actually-" I started but she stopped me mid sentence.

"Teegan does it to doesn't she? Who started first you or her?" I could tell what she was getting at. She wanted to know who dragged who into it.

"I started first. In fact it's my fault she started." I could feel the lump in my throat grow bigger with every word she said.

"Josh not only are you ruining your life with this. You dragged Teegan in to this mess too." she stopped yelling. I really am not sure what's she's thinking now. And then she spoke only one word. One word that I never wanted to hear.

"Rehab" my heart dropped. "And not only you, you are going to convince Teegan on going too." I know it's going to be hard to convince her to but I have to. I can't have her on it while I'm getting clean. I have to convince her.

"Ok I'll go...."

"You have two days if you don't tell mom and dad I will"

TEEGAN'S POV

After Josh left I walked into my house it seemed empty at first so I walked down stairs. I looked around and saw nobody. I walked into my room and saw my mom. She looked mad, upset, and disappointed all at the same time.

"Mom what's wro-" I was going to ask what's wrong but then I saw what she was holding. A kit. The one I was hiding in my closet.

"How could you do this to your self. Don't you know what could happen if you keep this stuff" I didn't say anything I just kept quite. It was all over now there was no way I was getting out of this. "Teegan this stuff could kill you" maybe that wasn't such a bad thing.

"And that's why I'm sending you away"

"What where?"

"Rehab" with that she walked up stairs. I slid my back down my wall. At this point I really wasn't sure if I was mad that I got caught, Upset because I will be away from my friends and family, Or should I be happy that I'm going to be getting clean. All these thoughts in the air. I figured I should message Josh. But he must have been reading my mind because just as I picked up my phone I got a message from him.

'Teegan I'll be over in a few minutes we need to talk but I figured we should do it in person. I love you' - Josh What did he need to talk about he can't be breaking up with me because he said he loves me. I was kind of scared.

'Ok my moms pissed so come to my window because she won't let you in' - Teegan

'Why is your mom pissed' - Josh

'I explain when you get here' -Teegan

'Ok' - Josh

'Love you' - Teegan

After that I didn't get I reply back. I just assumed he was walking here. About 15 minutes later I heard a tap in my window. I crawled up onto my dresser to open it. We both jumped off my dresser. It was silent for a bit before I had to break it.

"My mom found out" I blurted out. Josh looked at me confused. "About heroine" I added on. Josh's eyes softened before tears started out of my eyes.

"How ironic" I now looked at him confused. "Sara found a kit under my bed"

"So what happens now, my moms sending me to rehab. Josh I don't know if I can be away from you that long" with tears still streaming down my face Josh pulled me in for a hug.

"Sara told me I have two days, if I don't tell them she will"

"You know Josh maybe this won't be such a bad thing. You know getting clean" I wiped the tears away from my eyes and pulled away from his hug.

"Maybe your right" Josh looked down at me and gave a weak smile. "I'm going to tell my parents tomorrow"

After that we didn't talk much. We just laid in my bed having each others company. Our time together is limited at least for a while and who knows what will happen after rehab. I couldn't help but be a little pissed off at Josh I mean this is all his fault. If I wasn't for him I wouldn't me in this mess. But I still love him he's the best thing that's ever happened to me because without him I wouldn't be here today. As much as this is mostly his fault I could have said no and then try and help him get out of it before it was to late. But know it is to late and we are both leaving for who knows how long ad we won't see each other.

I didn't fall asleep. I wasn't expecting to. I had too much on my mind like what would happen after rehab. Would there still be a me and Josh or would we part our separate ways.

It was now about 5 am with still no sleep I felt Josh get up.

"Teegan I have to go before my parents wake up, I have to tell them today"

"Ok I'm going to talk to my mom today" I said and stood up. Josh looked at me with a concerned look on his face.

"I take it you didn't sleep at all" I just shook my head. "me ether" Josh said as he leaned down and kissed me. He didn't say anything he just left.

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So I now have over 400 reads on this yay! But I'm sorry to say that this story is coming to an end there will still be a few more chapters but I can't see it going past 30 and this is 21 but then after this is finished I will be starting a new one I already started planing it the title will be 'Forever, Even if Forever Isn't that Long'