Perfect

Perfect ch9

Teegan's POV

I woke up not realizing where I was. I looked around a bit I saw my mom Josh, Matt, and Tasha. They all looked at me with kind if a pitty smile.

"I'll go get the doctor" my mom stood up and left rights away. I tried to sit up and then clutched my stomach noticing I had stitches every where.

"How do you feel" Tasha said looking really concerned.

"Like shit" I really did. As I sat there it all started to come back to me. My fight with Josh. Jayde. Running though the red light. The truck. Sitting there thinking it was going to be the end. Josh sat beside me on one of the chairs.

"How much do you remember" Josh said grabbing my good hand with both of his.

"Everything up until I was upside down in the ditch, after that I just assumed I passed out cuz of blood loss."

"Listen Teegan I'm so sorry" Josh started

"Josh... d-don't worry about it I'm fine arnt I"

"Well I would exactly call sitting in a hospital bed with 26 stitches, 2 broken ribs, and a sprained wrist fine. he smiled a bit. I liked it when he smiled it brightened his eyes and his were the prettiest eyes I have ever see on a guy.

"Well I'm not dead, I remember lying there thinking it was the end, I really thought I was going to die"

"But you didn't" Josh kissed me on the cheek. I had a big bruise there but it didn't hurt to bad. Matt and Tasha left to get something to eat. "Teegan I need you to know I'm so sorry"

"Josh I already told you it's fine, I forgive you"

"I know but you wouldn't be here if it wasn't for me, if had just......" I stopped him mid sentence and grabbed his are to stop him from pacing.

"I told you Josh it's fine, you can't beat yourself up over this. I ran the red light. I wasn't paying attention to the road." I started to get a little angry but sympathetic at the same. There was no reason he should beat him self up over this. It's my fault. "I over reacted Josh it's not your fault"

"But if I would have just stopped you" I stopped him again.

"I probably would have went home and done something even more stupied" Josh looked at me and gave me another pitty smile. I was still holding on to him but I had moved from his forearm to his hand. I pulled him closer to me. " Josh I'm sorry for running off. When Tasha called you it probably scared the shit out of you" I whispered in his ear as he leaned in even closer.

"Don't be" Josh whispered in my ear as he kissed me. After about 3 seconds I pulled away because it hurt. "I understand" he said in my ear. "are you in a lot of pain" he said sitting back in the chair.

"Ya" just as I said that the doctor walked in and asked me the same thing I gave her the same answer. My mom came in about ten minutes later and said that she was going to run home and do a few arons then she would be back later. I think she just needed to get her mind off things. After a while Tasha and Matt came back, asked me how I was doing. Tasha got a call from her mom telling her she had to go home because there was school tomorrow and she still hadn't done her homework, it was only about 1:00pm. Matt left with her. for about an hour or so I had some of my friends from school come and visit me. It was nice people would bring me flowers and teddy bears and 'get well soon' cards. Lucky for me Josh stayed with me all day.

Josh's POV

I stayed with her all day. It was fun being with her people from school dropped by. I thought me Tasha and Matt were the only friends of hers that knew. I guess bad news travels quickly. I was beating my self up over this. It was kind of my fault no matter what's she says it was. Yea, she was the one who ran the red light but I'm the one who gave her a reason to run off. For all I know she was probably crying and couldn't see the road. I know she didn't blame me but that doesn't matter I still blamed myself.

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Ok so I was writing really good than BOOM writers block so I have this hope you guys like it