Niall's P.O.V
Why was i even going to try? It's obvious that no matter what I did, it wasn't good enough for Lillian, even though I desperately wanted her to be my princess....My girlfriend. I told Harry, I told him that I was growing strong feelings for her, that I could see myself with this girl, but what does he do? Flirts as much as possible and kisses her right infront of me just to rub it in that he will always get the girl. I am a fool to think that she would actually like me, Niall Horan, the one that is the most hated from the five, told to leave One Direction, that i'm ugly but then again I shouldn't be suprised.
I slammed the door shut leaving them to it, I just didn't want to see that. I walked out of the flat tears slightly stinging my eyes but I shook it off, I have known this girl for what? About 4 days now and she is already driving me crazy? I sighed to myself... If you love her let her go, and if she is really yours she will come back to you but if she doesn't, then she wasn't yours in the first place.... Also meaning I don't have a chance.
I just kept walking not really paying attention to where I was going. I walked past people holding hands, people kssing, people with children, happy family's, all I could think about was... I want that to be me, with my princess.
I shook my head, I can be so corney sometimes. I continuously walked down the street of london. I stopped when I heard my phone ringing, my hand shot in my pocket pulling out a white iPhone. Louis was calling me, the answer button begged me to be picked by my thumb hovered over the decline button before pressing answer.
'What?' I snapped.
'Niall? Where are you? Lil said you seemed upset, something about you slamming the door in a hurry and leaving without another word?' He explained. 'She is worried about you Nialler.' He informed me making my stomach drop.
'I went for a walk, I am just heading back. It was nothing I just felt a bit...Uhm...' My mind lingered for the right explination, 'Sick?' I said in more of a question.
'Whatever you say Niall, just get back here, we are waiting for ya.' He laughed before hanging up. I started heading back preparing for that akward tention.
I made it back to the appartment complex, I entered the lobby, walked to the elevator and waited paitently for the ding. When the doors sliped open I made my way down the long hallway with a tan colour covering the walls and a nice dark wood, topped with a red carpet that lined the middle throughout each floor, making it look fancy. Occasinally passing paintings to add class of this place. I made it to my flat door, walking in to see Louis, Liam, Zayn and even Lillian and Harry with interwinded fingers. My heart sunk to my stomach giving me a.... Jealous feeling.
