I woke up and rubbed my eyes with my fists like a child. My arm felt wierd with the bandage on it. All the pain had luckly subsided and wasn't there anymore. I really wish I never did it but I guess we all make mistakes right? I promised over Gracie's life that I wouldn't do it again. It's not worth the pain, the being pulled deeper into sadness, the temporary escape. The worst part is that it doesn't count as an escape if someone finds out, they then pack you up for a guilt trip. I sighed trying to clear my mind of it. I decided to try and have a nice day without thinking about it.
I pulled my phone out from under the pillow which read 7:37. Why am I up this early? I mentally shrugged it off and pulled myself out of bed. I felt gross so I hopped into the shower, quickly washing my hair with the familliar smelling strawberry shampoo. I scrubbed my body with a nice body scrub and quicjly shaved my legs. Once I rinsed off I turned the warm water off, opened the curtain and was going to reach over and grab a towel. As I did so Niall decided to be a sweetheart and walk in.
'Ahhh!' I yelped quickly unfolding the towel abd wrapping it around my body to cover the unmentionables. He quickly shut.the door faster than he opened it reapeating 'Oh my gosh! I am so sorry!' I made sure the towel was secure and grabbed my clothes. I then opened the door.
'Niall! What the hell!?' I yelled partly shocked because I forgot to lock the door and the he may have seen literally all of me.
'I am so sorry Lil I seriously didn't realise that you were in there. I am sorry!' His eyes wide. 'If it makes you feel any better I didn't see.anything.' He finnished. I was now laughing at the state Nialler got himself into.
'Look Niall it's fine! I would have done the same thing.'
'Do you want to do something with me and the boys today?' Niall asked.
'Hmm let me get dressed then I.shall answer you question.' I laughed again, walking past him into my room.
I pulled out a pair of black jean shorts and black jumper, it had several stars across the front and they were surrounded by glitter. I thought it was cute, and it was good enought to cover my bandage that would be in my arm fir a while. I sighed walking over to my dresser plugging in my hair dryer and drying my hair strip by strip until it was dry. After I had finnished I made sure that my hair was pin straight, coming down to my hips.
