It didn't feel like I had slep long, but I could tell that it was morning. I took my phone from the side unlocking it, to see 8:32 am in white letters. I sighed tucking my phone under my pillow and then roughly throwing the blankets off me. I could already tell that today wasn't going to be good.
I walked out of my room and over to Lillian's slightly opening the door to see if she was awake. Just as I thought she was curled under the duvet with just her head showing. I smiled to myself but it faded as I remembered she was Harry's girlfriend. Last night popped into my head and replayed itself reminding me how she left me confused. What did she tell Harry about the kiss? I decided to ask Louis, Harry tells him everything. There is no dout in my mind that Louis doesn't know.
I walked out of my flat, up to the door and let myself into Louis and Harry's place. I didn't bother to knock as it was silent as I was walking towards Louis' room. I knocked lightly, no responce. I knocked again. This time I earned a groan from Louis telling me to 'Come in.' I listened and pushed to door 'Hey Lou, can I talk to ya mate?' I said looking awkwardly at the boy laying in bed with his girlfriend. Louis nodded and got up coming to the hallway, where I was about to ask.
'What's up Nialler?' Louis asked with a smile but I could see he would rather still be in bed with his beloved Eleanor.
'First you have to promise that this stays between us,' I said with a serious whisper. Louis nodded his head telling me to go on. 'Did Harry tell you anything about the date with Lillian?' I said in the same tone. His eyebrows went up and a questioning look came across his face. 'Why do you need to know?' He asked.
'I just want to know if anything was said about me, Lil has kind of been acting strange since she has been back.' I stated to him.
'I'm sorry Nialler, she didn't say anything about you, but she did say she didn't like the kiss.' His face changed into sympathy, he knew i liked her but Harry had pulled out the right cards before I even had a chance.
I shrugged walking out of thier flat, I knew I didn't have a chance....Wait a second!
It clicked.
She lied to Harry, she did like to kiss.
I smacked my hand against my forehead, I should have realised, she made it so clear! How could I have been so dumb! I prepared for awkward tension when I walked in but there wasn't any. She sat on the couch watching TV. She looked over at me, flashed a smile and turned her head to focus on the screen...I guess she doesn't know that I figured out what she meant. I sighed and walked to my room, ready to get changed because I was still in my pjamas.
I opened my draw and took out my trusty old red polo shirt, white skinnies that sagged on the hips and black socks. Couldnt be bothered with my shoes. I finnished changing and looked in the mirrior saticfied with how I looked. I walked out to see Lil also dressed. She wore bright orange shorts with a black and white cheetah print crop top that showed he tan. Her hair was pin straight and she had barely any make-up on. Her silver anklet was wrapped around her left ankle, I couldn't clearly make out what the design was but it looked like stars.
She was fixing hee shirt when she lookes up a little startled by my company. Just as she flashed me a smile and sat back down on the sofa, Harry bardged in along with Liam, Zayn, Louis and Eleanor. Eleanor immediately went up to Lillian and they started to chit chat, walking into Lil's room for privacy. They both flashed smiles before disappearing behind the door.
'So what's the agender today boys?' I asked with a smile.
I am sooooo sorry that I left it this long to update again but with tests and other things it has been tough! I pomise I will start updating more recently. It wont be everyday but it will defo be more often that 2 months :') Again, I am sooo sorry!
