I woke up with the curtains closed which made it pretty dark, it felt like one of those days when you just want to sit in bed and simply do nothing.
I opened the curtain that definatly wasn't closed before I went to sleep. I let out a yawn and stood up from the cave like bunk. I looked around, seeing that the other bunks were empty. I didn't bother checking Harry and Louis room.
I countinued out to the living room seeing I was still the only one around. A bright yellow paper caught my attention and I drug my feet to the table it was placed on and picked it up. It was a typical note from the boys.
"Sleeping beauty,
Gone out for a few hours to explore before the concert tonight. Didn't want to wake you as you were kinda driballing (: Will be back in a few hours.
Don't miss us too much!
The boys xx"
Good. I have a few hours to myself on a bus. At least it has a TV.
I went to my suitcase, taking out a pair if black skinnies, a bright blue and pink jumper and black underwear to put underneath. I changed into it but before putting my jumper on I build the courage to take a look at my shameful cut. I slowly started to unravle the bandage, it still had the blue stiches in that would soon be removed. It looked better than before and I felt guilt build up in my looking at it. I should have concidered the fact that boys were helping me to the best of their obility and they had done more than I could ask for. The guilt continued to stay. I let out a long breath as I took off the bandage completely. I tore my eyes away from looking at the nasty going to be a scar on my left arm.
I spun around and walked to the stack of movies, I saw The Notebook and my hand went straight to it and grabbed it, popping it into the DVD player. The movie automatically started and I sat down on the sofa, curling up into a ball as I sat through the film.
Before I knew it the film was over and I was crying, this film always brings a tear to my eye. I shook it off, pulling my sleeves down on both arms and wiping my hands. I then stood up turning the film off, not bothering to put it back in the case.
What do I do now?
