Thoughts were spinning through my head as the lift carried me to the top floor. How could Harry put me in that possition. Once I was generally happy, of course the world does everything it can to ruin my life. Harry was being selfish. He knows his best friend is my one and only yet he fails to mention that those feelings he had for me still lingered? And the way he showed it put us in a awkward possition and was totally unneccessary. My stomach sank at the thought of me cheating on Niall.
I was dragged out of my thoughts at the jolt of the lift stopping, followed by the ding and the doors sliding open. I didn't hesitate before walking up to the door pounding my fist on the wood, as I didnt have a key. Several knocks later, Zayn opened the door. He was about to say something until I cut him off 'Harry just freaking kissed me!' At first he was was confused but that soon changed into worry.
'He what?!' the blonde boy said, the one that I love, the one I unintentually cheated on, the one who has my heart. There was pure pain in his voice, Zayn stepped aside revealing a heart broken Niall sitting on the sofa. I had no idea that he was even there.
'Niall!' I began but he just shok his head.
'Did you kiss him back?' I didn't say anything I just looked at him. 'Lil did you kiss him back?!' He asked as he stood up. I shook my head in response walking towards him. I reached out to grab hs hands but he swung them out of my reach. He shook his head spinning on his heels making his way to our room. I watched him slam the door before I slummed down on the sofa. Zayn gave me a weak smile before walking away leaving me to be on my own.
Harry walked in seconds later eyes filled with guilt. 'I am so sorry I just. I don't know what came over me.' I shook my head. The anger building back up.
'Just because you have feelings for me doesn't mean you throw yourself on me! I have a boyfriend Harry, who also happens to be your bestfriend and band mate! He probally hates you,' I paused 'And me. Why do it?!' I exclaimed. Before he could say anything I cut him off. I didn't want to hear his lame excuses. 'Just leave me alone. I think you have said and done enough!' He gave me a sad look before dragging his feet in shame until he reached his and Louis' room.
I let out a sigh checking my phone that read in white numbers 4:30. As Niall clearly didn't want to talk I decided to turn on the tv. Not careing what was on I sat on the sofa loosing track of time.
I was pulled out of my small trance when Niall stormed out of our room. He was dressed up, hair nice and looking just fine. He didn't give me one glance as he walked out the front door. I felt eyes prick my eyes was he really that mad with me? I shook off my thoughts, quickly taking a shower it came across that I should go after him. I was the one that upset him after all. Once I was done I roughly dried my hair and put it in a messy bun like normal.
I slipped on a jumper, jeans and vans. I grabbed my phone texting Niall asking where he was before slipping my phone back into my pocket. I walked out of the room and into the lift I wasn't in long ago. As I stepped into the lift I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket, I pulled it out and read the text from Niall 'I am in the small bar on the corner. I will be back soon.' I didn't care if he was going to be back soon I was still going to go and see him. I need to put this right.
It was a quick walk, when I walked in there were people everywhere. Music was blaring from the speaker, the air was thick with the smell of alcohol and people seemed to be in there own little worlds. I made my way through to the bar which was located in the middle of the place, stools surrounding, most filled. My eyes scanned the bar looking for Niall. I saw a blonde head of hair, but he didn't look like Niall with the actions that this boy was doing. I hesitantly pulled out my phone dialling his number, as I pressed call I didn't want to know weather it was Niall or not, but it was too late.
My hand met my mouth as the boy struggled to answer his phone. I then heard his voice 'Hello?' His voice asked as if he wasn't doing anything.
'Niall?' I said my voice scratchy. 'What are you doing?' I asked him hopeing that he would flat out lie to me.
'I am just leaving the bar now,' he said simply 'I will be back in a minuet, just go to bed' He finnished and hung up, not giving me nor him and option to say goodbye.
I watched as he went back to snogging a girl on the back wall, pressing up against her looking like he wanted more. The anger had built so high the tears were now streaming, I turned around shoving anyone who was in my way and making my way for the door. Harry kissed ME. I didn't kiss him back! HE KNOWINLY CHEATED!!
Once I made my way out of the crouded bar the cold air hit me in the face like a wet fish. I made my way to the hotel running, I don't normally use violence but I could have easily gone over there and been satisfied with the feeling of Nialls nose breaking underneath the force of my fist. Once I made it back to the hotel I went into ou- Niall's room and packed what was out back into my suit case. I felt tears slipping down my cheeks. This is it, i'm leaving.
I am sooooo sorry that I havn't updated in a while, I was thinking of a little twist :) I have also broken my wrist....again! At least this time it is the different arm. Hope you enjoyed my little suprise :D Much love <3
