3 weeks later
I finally made it back to the appartment complex, I managed to get my stuff up to our flat which will soon loose it's our and just leave it to be Niall's. I would leave, I don't know where but I think I will manage. I let out a sigh as I entered the familiar flat. I dropped my bags, closed the door and pulled out my phone to call my Aunt. After the third ring she answered with a sweet hello. I told her what happened and she said that I could stay with her until I can save enough money for a deposit. She also said she will pick my up in half hour out front if the complex. After taking everything if mine out of the flat and made sure there wasn't a trace that I was even here I grabbed my bags and made my way to the lobby. Watching and waiting for the car to pull up. While waiting I decided to right a text to Niall.
'LILLIAN!! PLEASE!!' A familliar irish voice boomed down the road. I looked to see where the voice was comeing from to find Niall sprinting towards me with tears down his face. I knew it was a bad idea to tell Zayn what was happening.
'Niall please, I can't do this anymore' I pleaded. I don't want all these goodbye's I just want to leave and not look back.
'It's all fake! Do you seriously think that I would kiss someone else again. They are edits!! You know how the fandom can be so...ugh! Look Lillian, you are the one who holds my heart, my princess no one else. The one I want to be with for the reat of my life' Niall paused. Seconds after his words he pulled out a small reb box from his pocket and went down on one knee. 'Lillian Smith, will you marry me?' He spoke tears streaming down his face. I can't do it.
'I can't. I am sorry.' My voice cracked. I love him with all my heart but there is no relationship without trust and I don't trust him. 'I don't trust you. After seeing you kiss that girl in the pub. You can forgive but never forget. It may be edits, it may be real but I just can't carry on like this' The tears were now streaming down my cheeks. I cannot believe this happened! My Aunt finally pulled up infront of us and I let out a sigh of relieve. I picked up my bags dragging them to the car and slidding them into the boot. Niall helped and carried over my last bag that I couldn't manage.
'I love you Niall Horan but you just have to let me go' I spoke through tears while I held him in my arms one more time. 'I am proud of you and tell the boys I said good luck'
It killed me inside to know that it is no officially over. The last few weeks have been wasted. It was fun while it lasted but I don't need the pain of this break up. No words could explain how I felt towards him and I truly thought nothing could come between us but the fans found a way.
The whole car drive was silent. Not a single word spoken. After we arrived at my Aunts house he helped me carry my bags in. I put them in the doorway not being bothered to put them in the spare room.
'Where's Gracie?' I asked looking around the empty looking house. She looked over at me, 'Most probably in the garden' I made my through the sliding doors that lead into the garden. As my foot stepped out the door I got bundled by a big blur.
'LILLIAN!!' She screamed looking happy to see me. I hugged her back for that moment before pulling away. Her smile still stuck to her beautiful face, I knew it would have been a while until I got to see my baby sister again but until now I never noticed how much I actually missed her.
'Hey baby girl' I said and she pouted,
'I am not a baby anymore' I laughed.
'You are to me' I told her, 'I have missed you!' I said with a smile.
'I missed you more!!' She argued. It wasn't long until she brought up that topic...'Soooo have you and Niall got married yet?' My heart sank. I knew I would have to explain.
'No Gracie, we broke up' she gave me a confused look 'Some things just aren't ment to be' I explained. She shook her head obviously disagreeing with me.
'But you guys are meant to be' She exlaimed. I smiled even though it wasn't true.
'I thought that too' I mumbled. I really did think that Niall and I would be together for longer than we were. My heart belonged to him but when I saw him with that girl and then the pictures it tore my heart apart. The last thing I wanted to happen was break up with my true love but what has been done can not be undone and what can be seen can't be unseen. Niall Horan was a cheat. I loved him but had to let him go.
THE END!
So that is the end of Summer Love!! Thank you soooo much for all the reads it has got!! If you enjoyed that one then you may want to keep your eyes open for another soon :) Love you all!!
