Riding With You ( A Shoey FanFiction)

Chapter 17

Shane's P.O.V

I finally got up from the leaning on the door , and looked at my burnt omlette .

I sighed , throwing it away as I thought of what I was going to do today .

I knew I should go to Sawyer's , I'm just scared of what he's going to say .

But fuck it, Im doing it for Joey .

Without eating breakfast I ran out the door , hurrying to my car before I could change my mind.

Joey's P.O.V
She laughed . Her smile is so pretty !

Shane's P.O.V

I arrived at Sawyer's house and knocked on the door.

He opened up quickly , eyes red but he gave me a weak smile.

Was he crying ? Nope , don't care.

I stepped inside , looking him in the eye I said , "I forgive you. "

He looked surprised , as if he already thought I would leave him alone.

"I'm sorry Shane , I was a dick in high school  and we both ended up fags anyway."

"Don't call us that . " I smiled a little , remebering the middle school Sawyer. And now I realized I really meant it . I did forgive him.

"So talk to me man ! I wanna know whats been going on In the life of Shane Dawson. "  He smiled as he sat on the couch, flicking on the TV and patted the spot next to him.

I started to tell him about me and Lisa and suggested some challenge videos we could do. I guess I really wanted to get it out because soon I started talking about Jessica.

"Sawyer , you haven't seen her ! She's fucking beautiful ! She's going to be all over Joey ! " I complained .

We were lying on the couch with Ellen on , as she danced to "What Does The Fox Say. "

"Shane , it's the first day ! They can't get that close. "

"So you're saying they'll get close later ?! " I panicked.

"Dude , calm down. " He put his arms up in defense.

I looked away from him . He obviously didn't know what it felt like when a model/actress tries to steal your boyfriend.

"Come on , let's just find some challenge vids . " He said walking towards the computer.

I followed him, but he suddenly covered the screen .

"Uhh , just n-not right now ! " He said flustered.

I smiled . "You left your porn on there Sawyer?" I tried to pry his arm away.

"It's okay , I won't tell- "

I got his arm off and wished I hadn't . I saw that Joey had uploaded a video and the thumbnail was him hugging Jessica.

Her face scrunched up in a cheesy smile as she hugged him back .

Sawyer looked at me , not breathing.

"It's fine . " I said covering up my emotions. Like I always do . Or try to .

"Shane , let's talk- "

"No ! I'm perfectly fine . " I gave a fake smile.

"Let's find a challenge vid. " I said.

We scrolled through silently , the atmosphere thick and uncomfortable.

" Ah , Inuendo Bingo ! We gotta do that . " Sawyer said , looking up at me to make sure I was okay.

I wasn't even looking at the screen.

"Sure , that sounds great. " I said looking back at him.

He gave up on trying to talk to me and said ,

"Okay , this and the smoothie challenge. We can do those tommorow. " He said , knowing I wasn't listening.

He got up and hugged me .  "We can talk whenever . "

I gave him a small hug. "I know."

Joey's P.O.V

"Later Jess !" I called out.

"Byee Bay-Bay ! " She said , before driving out.

I sighed with happiness . Today's shoot went so well ! I couldn't wait to talk to Shane about it . But he wasn't home , I figured he was probably just at his mom's place.

Shane's P.O.V

I don't know how it happened . They say when you're desparate , you do stupid things ? Or was it when you know your boyfriend is going to be taken away by a pretty actress, that you do stupid things ?

I thought as Sawyer and my lips collided and he slammed me on his couch , our tounges fiercely fighting , as we hurridley removed our clothes.

He pressed down on me and went in.

I moaned telling him to go faster.

"I'm sorry , Shane . "

I didn't look him in the eye as he kept violating me over and over.

I squeezed my eyes shut , the tears building up.

"Just fuck me. "