Let's try again

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Couple of weeks into this school thing and I'm getting used to people shouting and pushing me now, but something seems wrong they've stopped focusing on me and now walking past, however it is not like I have friends. But from time to time there's that one person who calls out 'spaz' but other than that I'm fine.
All of my classes are going alright, even though all of my teachers hate me cause of the whole 'accident' at the beginning of the year. I'm actually the best on the field, not in sports but in sitting alone under a tree at lunch and sometimes during class. And now I say that out loud that's probably another reason why my teachers hate me.
Here everyone seems so happy probably because they have someone like a parent a friend or even a partner, unlike me. I'm all alone. The only thing that makes me think that I have a purpose in this world is the thought of growing up getting married, starting a family and never letting what happened to me happen to them. I've always told myself "if I ever find someone I really care for I will never leave them" and I'm gonna stick to that fact for however long it takes to find that person. If it takes a year or half a lifetime I won't give up.

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