all I wanted; ministar (discont.)

09

"I don't think I love you no more."
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I felt a soft slap on my wrist. The sun was brightly shining in my face as my body arouse from the sheets.
Simon was standing above me with a new notepad. This one was bright yellow and had both of our names written on it.
"Okay so I have an idea," he said taking a seat on the bed. "This notepad can be for the both of us, and if we can't directly tell the other how we feel we can just write it down."
It sounded like a good idea, but I was unsure if I'd want to write out my feelings or just keep them stowed away in my own journal. I liked my private thoughts only for me. I couldn't say no though, Simons eyes were glistening with the thought of helping me. God he's so cute.
"Where should we hide it?"
"I was thinking somewhere between my room and yours."
We thought for a moment and decided on a shelf from a random bookcase, easy enough I suppose.
"Okay so whenever you're really down or don't want to talk directly to me you can write all your thoughts in here," he continued.
"But we can both read each other's entries correct," he nodded.
"Okay sounds good," he handed me the notepad and I immediately started writing.
"It all started one day when he found my journal.."
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Today was a chill day. All my videos had been completed in advanced, so I decided to take the day off. Usually when I do this I end up regretting it later because I could've used my time way more productively. Productivity is key in YouTube but slacking off this time couldn't hurt too badly. I walked downstairs for some food and maybe a little company. I told Vikk he should take the day off with me but he was always working, it was just his thing.
"Guys I'm starving," I yelled so everyone could hear.
"I'm ordering Dominos!" Everyone must of heard that one because my phone began buzzing with recommendations. Typical mugs. I ordered the pizzas and just sat in the kitchen with not much to do. My laptop was already on the kitchen island so I just began checking Twitter and emails, the usual. That got boring extremely quickly. My energy levels were low and my want for pizza was high. I decided to wait for it on the couch. I was mindlessly watching a random show when I heard a rustling from upstairs. I didn't pay the noise any attention till I felt someone cover my eyes.
"Guess who?" Vikk said trying to mask his voice.
"I dunno is it the cutest little thing alive?" I said swinging his body onto the couch besides me.
"No it's me," he giggled quietly. Gosh he was adorable. He held my blanket to his lap, that blanket was way too big for just him.
"Vikk you got a little something on your neck," I said pointing at nothing.
"Wha?"
I attacked the smaller boys neck with haste. He thrashed in my arms.
"Sta- stop it Si," his cheeks were pink and his eyes were sparkling. Moments like this I die for. Anyone could see that when Vikk and I are together things are just different, an amazing kind of different. He covered himself in the blanket attempting to peek-a-boo like a small child. His messy hair reappeared at the top with small sound affects from him. We were in hysterics by the end of it all.
"Hey.. I just want to say thank you, for everything lately. You're just so understanding and it means a lot to know I've got someone like you in my life," Vikk kissed my check and placed his head on my shoulder.
"You're welcome Vikk, you deserve someone in your life that sees the best in you. Everyone does."
Word Count 669
Filler chapter. Everything is changing and I can't cope. Sorry
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