all I wanted; ministar (discont.)

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The football pitch was kinda of quite today, there was videos to film and fun to be had. Well except for me, I'm literal trash at the game. It was Simon, JJ, Ethan, Josh, and I. We had already filmed two videos but needed 3 more to accommodate everyone.
"Okay guys take 5 while me and Jide set up for the next challenge. I still haven't decided yet.."Josh said while adjusting the camera. I walked over to Simon. So far we were doing a good job not making anything too obvious. That's the exact way we both wanted it.
"How are you baby?" he cooed in my ear. The sound of his voice against my skin melted me to the bone. My breath hitched, as he softly talked into my ear, "You looked so cute running up to the ball."
I moved back a bit and he spoke so only the two of us could hear.
"Your face always gets extremely red.. It's such a beautiful thing.. But whoa whats this? You seem to have a bit of a problem.. baby boy," we both looked down. It wasn't that visible but I could notice it. He was smirking, and just as he mentioned, my face felt hot.
"Stop staring at me.."
"You're just so irresistible."
After a few minutes we were called back. Simon and I ran over.
"Finally, thought you guys were too busy making out or something," My face was one of utter shock and Simon just chuckled.
"I'm only kidding Vikk," JJ said with a horse laugh.
"Anyway for this video.. It's just a standard crossbar. We really couldn't think of any twists but the fans always love these so it'll be fine," Josh explained. He introduced the video, everyone stepped back as he gave his attempt to hit the metal. I was so busy worrying about my problem that I didn't even know it was my turn. I took my place in front of the camera finally.
"I'm dedicating this to a very special person," I blew a kiss,"You know who you are baby." The guys were all screaming. I run and take a shot. It hit against the metal perfectly. All the guys ran up to me and lifted me up just like in the original crossbar challenge. I felt like I was on top of the world.
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We were at Nandos, grabbing some food after some successful videos. I was mid-way through my meal when Simon placed his hand on my back. Softly he ran his fingers up and down, shivers escaped my body.
"Si.. Stop it," I said spooning some more food in my mouth. He continued without stopping for a second.
"So Vikk.. Since there's nothing much to talk about, who'd you dedicate that crossbar to?" Ethan asked out of curiosity. He was smirking, of course me being paranoid I lightly brushed off Simon's hand.
"Oh you know, it was just to get the fangirls going.." I lied.
"Are you sure? Does Vikky got a crush?" JJ asked with a shove.
"No, you guys know I don't have time for that.. I'm always working," I grabbed my bag to retrieve my medicine but to my surprise I whipped it out a bit roughly and my pill bottle rolled on the table. Everyone, especially me, became wide-eyed. Before I could grab the same Advil bottle, Josh took it in his hand with a small frown.
"Vikk.. What is this?" I made a loud sigh.
"It's my medication.. For-for," everyone looked around with confusion. Simon pretended to be as surprised as the other guys. He was the only one who knew my secret.  "What? It's not a big deal.."
"But you have to take like 5 a day," Josh said reading the sharpie instructions I wrote for myself.
"Guys.. I promise if something is extremely wrong with me you'll all be the first to know."
"You just haven't been acting like yourself since you broke up with Kay.." JJ said softly, almost inaudible. Of course we all heard.
"I-I.. I lied about the breakup, she.. she left me," everyone just stayed quiet. I really didn't know what to do, so I did what I always do. I got up and left.
I'm Vikk, the one that always runs away from his problems.
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