I love you. Three words, but they have so much meaning. I love you. I really do. I love your smile. I love your laugh. I love your eyes. I love your hair that will always be softer than mine. I love how awkward you are, but that just makes it so much cuter. I love the way it felt to have my fingers tangled with yours and my head on your shoulder. I love every single touch, and crave more. I love the way you snuggled up to me because you're so small, and the comfort of your hand simply resting on my leg. I wish that people didn't believe that I couldn't feel the love I have for you because I know it's there. I know the way I feel, and sometimes I beg my heart to stay away, but it incessantly shows up. I love the butterflies that explode in my stomach when I see you, the way my heart races, and my brain slows down. I love how I can never stay mad at you, and can't think of a single thing that would ever make me angry. I love how you make me forget all the times I am sad. I love that you never cease to make me happy no matter how sad I am. I love you. And seemingly every part of you. But then the fear kicks in. The fear of the unknown. The fear that you don't really love me too. It's a monster that lurks in my brain, and makes me question every time you say it. It makes me think of all the other girls, and what separates me from them. It makes me scared to think that I'm just another wind passing by you. How am I to know? I don't think you ever do. And that's what keeps me falling back to you. The possibility that it's true. That you aren't kidding; that you love me too. Because I do. You are the last thing I think about before I fall asleep, and the first thing I think about when I wake up. Because you invade my thoughts every second of every minute of every day. I love you. I love you so damn much. I've fallen in love with you, and... And most of all I love the way it feels. I love you, and I never want this feeling to go away.
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So there we have it... That's a little mental vomit for anyone who reads this. The person who this is about you know who you are *winks* and I hope this doesn't scare you. I love you, and you mean the world to me. So without further ado I'm going to parody this because I'm getting second thoughts.
-Syd
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