Blue

03

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she had a new clock

hanging on her wall

continuously reminding her 

that life kept going

that time wasn't waiting for her. 

there was nothing to do

nobody to see

just a rut of nothingness

over

and 

over

and 

over

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what was she going to do with her life?

what was the point of it all?

earn her keep in the world?

die?

she wanted so badly to be free

to escape the cage

to do as she pleased

but she was trapped

with no key to bust her out.

only the incessant reminder of the clock

ticking and tocking

as if to mock her

wasting her life away in a cage she couldn't escape

and even if she did escape

it would come at a great cost

one she wasn't sure she could live with

so what was she to do?

waste away?

listen to the clock nonstop?

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tock

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what was there to life anyway?

was the clock only filling the silence?

maybe if it weren't for the clock

she would go insane

because it was filling the void of nothingness

at least having the decency of telling her time was passing

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tock

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the more she sat there 

the more her head wanted to explode

because the loneliness

and the prison she called her life

were making her crazy

she needed to escape

but at what cost?

her sanity?

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