I love you like I hate you

* Prologue

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Prologue :

I was swinging singing softly to myself on our backyard canopy swing when suddenly Elena burst in through my gate and fell face-first straight onto the grass. She lifted herself off the ground and ran towards me. I started laughing at her clumsiness but my laughter was immediately shut by her next words. 

"Hayden is......... kissing Mary-Jane ........... in his back---- yard .......... I'm sorry Rosy but ...... I just . thought you should ..... know what ......... is going .......on! ....... I never expected  ..........this to ... happen ......... especially not between you too !"

No.

No,no,no,nononononono............

No I did not believe this even one bit. This was some kind of sick joke right ? There was no way in hell that MY Hayden, my BEST FRIEND, on whom I had been crushing for years, who had ALWAYS stood by my side, had finally admitted that he felt the same way about me 2 months back. 

We were a couple. We had known each other for 16 years of my life and I trusted him completely. 

I jumped off the swing immediately and ran, jumping over the picket fence and heading straight for Hayden's house which was only three houses down from mine. 

As I reached there I literally felt like collapsing as I saw Hayden and Mary-Jane sitting on his tree house kissing like there was no tomorrow. After what felt like hours they finally stopped going at it and Mary-Jane came down with Hayden behind her, before she went off after throwing him one of her flirtatious smiles which he returned with a blank face.

I knew right there that he hadn't wanted to do that. Or maybe I was just trying to convince myself.

I was shaking vigorously as I looked at what seemed to have been the love of my life who had blatantly cheated on me and did not look guilty about it by any means. 

I clamped a hand on my mouth which was making whimpering noises but I guess it was too late for that since he looked at me with wide eyes just before they turned blank.

"What are you looking at  - CHEAT ?" The words sent 1000 Megawatts worth of shock through me and i just couldn't register his words.

Me ????

A cheat ???

More like him !!

I wasn't the one who had confessed to love me as much as I loved him and then cheat on me with some whore.

"I am a CHEAT ??? You were the one snogging that whore's face off while I was at home waiting for you to come pick me up for our movie night tonight !"

"Yes you are the filthy CHEATER Rosella darling. I'm just here doing what I think is right considering that my heart has been broken more than yours is going to be. Or wait a second ... I don't even think that you have a heart !"

His words cut through my heart like glass and I slid down to the muddy ground sobbing uncontrollably. I couldn't catch head or tail of what he was saying but I knew that whatever shit he had been told was a completel lie. 

He sneered at me and said "Oh now the waterworks have begun ! How wonderful ! Just as I expected. You are such a predictable person Miss.Cheater but don't worry cause this time I'm not gonna come into your clutches. To tell you what I think that those whores in school are better than you. Since they atleast don't hide their real self behind a stupid goody mask !! I hate you Rosella Williams !! I LITERALLY HATE YOU - DESPISE YOU !!"