I love you like I hate you

2* Operation Friendship Begins

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Ohmygod ! I can't believe that he's here, as in HERE ! What have I ever done to offend the good Lord that I'm given such a harsh punishment. After 8 whole years when I had finally managed to get rid of all thoughts of him - actually thats a lie considering the fact that i dream about him every night and just today morning I was comparing Adrian's eyes to his were not very good signs of getting RID of all thoughts of him - but still, he turns up back in my life.

But one thing was sure and I realized it exactly when I saw him staring at me, even with a simple blank stare, that I was still in love with him.

Seeing him standing there looking so undeniably handsome, made me want to run straight into his arms and hold onto him for dear life and never ever let him go again.

But when he had given me that blank look, after his initial shock of seeing me again, I couldn't help but start crying again since from that one little look I had understood that even after all these years, he had not forgiven me and the worst part was that he was angry with me for a wrong that I had never done.

Finally after crying for like an hour I decided to get up and freshen up since I had to do my work and finish the presentation for the meeting that was scheduled to take place in exactly 3 hours.

I walked out of the room heading straight for the bathrooms when I suddenly collided into Gary for the second time today whose coffee split all over my dress. Shit ! Now how the hell was I supposes to present my project in today's meeting with this huge stain on my dress.

I glared at him with narrowed eyes while he stared at me in shock for a second but then realizing my situation started laughing clutching his stomach and doubling over with laughter as he found my situation oh-so-funny !! Note the sarcasm !

"Do you honestly think that you are going to get away with this ??? I mean I know you are supposed to be my boss but you sure as hell don't act like one. I'll get you back for this that's for sure otherwise my name isn't Sarah Williams !" I held my nose up as he looked at with a sort of awe in his eyes which i couldn't quiet understand and then turned only to bang into someone really strong and warm.

My head started spinning as I had banged straight into this guy's chest and let me tell you - it was rock solid ! As I started stumbling a bit I felt two warm and strong hands slide around my waist holding me steady. My head finally stopped spinning and when i was able to feel normal again I looked up only to be caught in a pair of astonishingly deep brown eyes which were glazed over.

"Are you alright ? Did he hurt you ? " he said jerking his head towards Gary which made his hair fall on his forehead making him look even sexier than he previously was looking.

"I - I - n-nooo , he um yeah it just ..........." I fumbled constantly, seeming to be at a loss of words as I tried to convince myself that this was reality and not a dream and I was really in Hayden's arms.

Just then Gary stepped in between us and said "Sorry Den, she bumped into me AGAIN and I spilled my coffee all over her and now she has vowed to take her revenge on me and -" then he said in a girly high-pitched voice - "Oh I am sooo scared !"

Hayden seemed to be coming back to reality as he let me go immediately and said "Miss Williams go and freshen up and put on anything you have other than this dress since I'm expecting you to be there in the conference room with the presentation, ok?"

I was literally dying with the effort that I was trying to make to stop myself from flinging myself back into his arms to feel their solidness and warmth just one ore time but I simply nodded and said "Ok.... sir"