I love you like I hate you

7* Forgiveness is a Virtue - Part 1

Hayden's POV 

I was sitting in my office even though office hours were over almost 3 hours ago. It was now 8 o'clock in the evening and I couldn't wrap my head around the fact that Mary-Jane was such a cheating b!tch. She had called me up when 3 hours ago and told me that she would come and meet me at 8 at the office so that was the reason I was still here waiting for her to come here so that I could extract the exact truth from her and then go and beg Ro for her forgiveness even though I deserved to die.

I heard the clacking of heels against the marble flooring and knew that Mary-Jane was here. Soon the cabin door opened and Mary-Jane came straight up to me and leaned in, no doubt to kiss me but I pushed her away. She frowned and pouted and said "Awwww.. baby what's wrong? Bad day at work today? I can believe that it must be hard to work with the same b!tch that cheated on you, but its ok, now I'm here. I can make you feel all better..." She said trying to look seductive but doing a horrible impression and looking like a desperate woman.

All this time I had tolerated her because I had thought that even though she was clingy and we had nothing in common and sometimes I felt like throwing a brick at her to shut her constant whining up I had only done it because I though she was the only person who had stuck by me. But now as I got up from my seat all I wanted was to ask her if she was the same Mary-Jane that Alex guy was referring to. Cause if she was then man, she wasn't leave out of this place alive..... not if I could help it.  

"Do you know anyone called Alexander Stone, Mary-Jane?" 

Her expression froze as she looked like a deer caught in the headlights for a second before her face blanked out, giving me the perfect answer that she was indeed involved in the whole fiasco.

"No I do not baby. Why ?? Is he one of your business contacts or something?"

"I know what you've been up to behind my back Mary-Jane and let me tell you, you aren't gonna succeed in this plan. I can't believe I ever trusted you. How could you do this to me? Would you be able to live knowing the fact that you ruined someone's life just for your own sweet pleasure! How could you be-so selfish and heartless?!"

She got up from where she had perched herself on my table and got up right in my face before saying with gritted teeth "I'm doing this for us! You obviously don't care whether something happens to our relationship or not but as a matter of fact - I DO! If she goes away from here then we'll be able to live happily without any interference from that b!tch !"

By this point I was so enraged by her words that I shoved her against the wall and she winced as her head hit the wall nut right now, I didn't give a rat's ass. 

"Don't you dare to call her a b!tch. You have no right to call her anything you filthy piece of shit! I regret the day you walked into my life! I wish I had NEVER met you!"

"Why do you give a shit about her? You know that she cheated on you and yet you defend her shamelessly! How dare you? After everything I did for you, you treat me like trash. I don't deserve this kind of behaviour Hayden Carter! Not from ANYONE AND ESPECIALLY NOT FROM YOU!"

"No! What I do know is that she never cheated on me. You were the one who fed me the lies and I gobbled them up like the sorry excuse that I am. I should have confronted her right then and there instead of hurting her the way I did! Do you know what you've cost me Mary-Jane? You've cost me an entire future! You've cost me perhaps the best eight years of my life that I could have had with the girl I loved the most and my son ..... who would have called me DADDY if he would have know who I was. and you think that you are worth my forgiveness then you are wrong. I won't apologize to you to talk to like this because you deserve this after you ruined me and now I'm going to ruin yours."

She sneered at me and slapped my face but I didn't even feel the sting of the slap as I was so consumed by my anger that I was currently harbouring for her. 

"If you think that I'm not worthy of your forgiveness then what makes you think that the b!tch will forgive you." She laughed sarcastically and said "I mean I really don't give a shit about her but she's a woman too you know. And let me tell you, she won't forgive you. EVER." Mary-Jane as she looked into my eyes and spoke in a low tone which was dripping with hate and anger and perhaps a little hurt.

The knot in the pit of my stomach tightened as I registered her words but I knew that what she was saying was the truth and I was just gonna have to accept that. But atleast now I could hate myself for the rest of my life rather than hating her for doing something she had never done.

I released Mary-Jane then and went and sat down on my chair and looked directly at her and said "I don't expect her to ever forgive me either but don't expect me to leave you like this. I will ruin your life and Alexander's before any of you can so much as  take a further step in the direction of Rosella Williams." I didn't try to hide my hate for her as I spoke those words and knew that she had heard the clear threat in them pitch perfect as her face had lost all of its colour now.

"Whatever. I'll ruin her before you know it and just to let you know - WE.ARE.DONE."

I smiled for real this time and said "Thank a lot for that. Now I won't have to listen to you whine about everything all day long."

She screamed in annoyance and stomped her foot like the spoilt brat that she was and left the cabin shutting the door behind her forcefully.

I leant back in my chair and let my head tip back to look at the panelled ceiling and sighed. I had to make sure than noone hurt Ro otherwise I wouldn't ever be able tol ive with myself knowing that all of this happened because of me.

I quickly grabbed my coat off my chair and my office keys and rushed downstairs. As I started my car, I felt a sense of trong determination and knew what I had to do before doing anything else.

Next stop - Ro's house.

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A/N - Hey people! Sorry for the extremely late upload but now that my summer vacations have                started from today I can upload more frequently!!!!! YAY!!

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