Your Point Of View
Tomorrow night.
I lay down on my bed after a long night of performing and visiting my brother in the studio to finally finish up what we've been working on.
As I was laying down, I immediately began to think about how tomorrow night will be my last night. I have to have my decision ready by then.
For the past few days, it was never choosing. There was no pressure on choosing who I wanted. From both sides, they were patient..
The girls of fifth harmony, we've gotten closer than I think we ever would. Despite things going on and off between us, we're expecting two babies coming soon.
But with Selena, she was my first love. My first everything. She's the mother of my son and unborn baby, It's so complicated but there's still some feelings that have been left unsaid.
I open up a book and looked through what was in it. Every picture in two different sections.
I stopped at one picture where the girls of fifth harmony were by the pool and I remember it being a very hot day.
-Flashback-
"Ugh this heat is killing me!" One of the girls complained as we were all in the hotel room.
"Y/N, how is it that you're not burning up like the rest of us?" Normani asks as she puts my arm around her I guess to try and cool her down.
I shrug "Mostly did things instead of sitting around but I did take a cold shower earlier. "
"Pool!" Camila yelled out of no where.
A few minutes later
"You sure you two don't want to get in the water fully?" I ask Dinah and Ally as they were sitting with me only with their feet in the water.
"I don't mind staying with you." Ally smiles, resting her head on my shoulder.
"You two have fun. I'm gonna swim." Dinah fully gets in the water and began to swim away.
I rub Ally's stomach softly before looking at the others in the pool who were playing chicken fight.
"You're going dow--" Camila gets cut off when she gets pushed down in to the pool after falling off of Lauren's shoulders because Normani managed to get her down.
"Woooo 10 points!" Normani shouts and jumps in the pool.
"Y/N, come in the water." Lauren tells me as she swims near me.
"Umm I don't know.."
"C'mon just for a little swim please." she stares at me with those piercing green eyes
Before I knew it, I was already inside the pool underwater.
As I was underwater, I see the girls underwater with me and pulling me along, swimming in different directions and the first time I experience my first underwater kiss.
The one thing I'll never forget from that day was the love they put in.
-Flashback ended-
I turn a page and came across a picture where Selena and I were hanging out and that same day I got to hear her new album for the first time.
-Flashback-
"It's different from the last album and you know for once I finally feel like I have a voice of my own." she tells me as she getting ready for it to play.
As it was playing, I agree it was different because before it was all techno dance all about fun but this one she's vulnerable and opening up on things she never talks about.
I looked at her a couple of times and by the way she was looking at me, I know she wants an honest answer.
After completely hearing it all, I was already in tears.
"It's wow like," I wipe my eyes "It's really good."
She kisses my cheek softly and pulls me in for an embrace "Even if there was a song about our sex life."
I chuckle "It's still really good and quite unexpected. I mean never thought that would be talked about especially through song."
She blushes and buries her face on my shoulder as I held her close to me.
I rub her stomach softly, feeling the small bump she has since she is carrying my second child with her.
I kiss her stomach softly and continued to rub it while humming a song. Next thing I knew there was a small kick that really caught me off guard.
It made me almost want to cry. It was like the first time when Keith was in her stomach.
"Y/N," I look at Selena and I got up as she puts her hands on the back of my head "I love you"
Then she kissed me
-Flashback ended-
'How did it all go to this point ' I thought. If I said no to the girls of fifth harmony that first time, maybe things would be easier but then again there are other ways to what could have happen.
As for Selena, I can't change what she feels for me because of our history and we have a son together. If she didn't still have feelings for me, there would probably be someone else.I close my eyes only to fall in to a deep sleep.
-Dream-
"Life is gonna have its tough choices but for the better or worse." he tells me
"That's the thing I don't know what to choose."
He shakes his head and pats my shoulder "I know what is going to happen, Y/N. Trust me nothing bad is going to happen because I'm going to make sure of that."
I look at him "I wish you were still around so you could see him."
He smiles "I'm around just not where you would expect it. Take good care, sunshine." he gives me a hug
-Dream over-
I open my eyes and thought about what he said.
I look over at the time to see it was 3 am.
I quickly get up, putting on my jacket and leaving my hotel room.
First delivering the video then making my way to where I needed to be.
Finally arriving, looking at the door, taking a deep breath before walking toward the door and opening it...
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The ending is comingThere will be 3 choices containing what will happen.
-Start a new relationship with fifth harmony
-Rekindle the flame with Selena
-Or Find out really happensAnd I promise you all no one will die
What do you think will happen?
What do you want to happen?
2 Questions Of The Day: Are you guys ready for what's going to happen?
Also since you're having kids with Ally, Dinah and Selena, what are your baby names for them? Maybe those names will be there
Until next time, take care of yourself and each other
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Need Of Assistance [Fifth Harmony/You/Selena Gomez]
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