Whouffaldi oneshots

Love me for now

So a little dark!doctor fic for you guys also established relationship.
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He smiled he had finally done it.
He'd killed the president of Kangshee 12, he was planing to do it for a long time now and he'd finally done it.
Clara grimaced in the background she hated this Doctor, this was not her Doctor she refused to believe it.
"Um Doctor...what exactly was the point of this" she spoke lightly.
"I've explained this to you before Clara, he was a cruel dictator and his people suffered because of that, he needed to be eradicated" he smiled darkly.
She sighed "why couldn't we just remove him from power, spare his life ?"
She put her hand on his shoulder, The Doctor was crouched on the ground looking at the dead president.
"Because he was an evil and horrible man who killed millions he won't be missed Clara, now come on let's go I'm bored and this planets a shithole".
He stood up and started to walk away, but turned at sound of Clara's voice.
She sighed at his crude language.
"I can't do this anymore"
"Do what Clara"
"This, I can't do this any more Doctor because let's face the facts your not the Doctor anymore" she said not quite looking him in the eye.
"Oh stop being stupid Clara, I'm the Doctor and I always will be, now come with me back to the Tardis" he growled.
"No" she whispered.
"No !" She repeated.
He walked up to her and grabbed her hand.
"Come on we're going".
He pulled her roughly towards the Tardis.
"Doctor stop your hurting me !" She shouted, but his grip on her tightened.
"Doctor !" She screamed.
He he walked up to the Tardis and clicked his fingers and pulled her inside.
He let her go and walked over to the console, pulled the lever and set the spaceship in motion.
He could hear Clara sobbing in the background, but elected to ignore her.
He set his hands on the console and barked "oh Clara do shut the fuck up !" She moved her head up from her hands and looked at him, her eyes wide with fear.
"What ?!"
"Oh don't look at me like that Clara" he spat.
She burst out into tears and put her head back in her hands.
He glared at her but his eyes softened at the sight of her, curled on the staircase crying.
"Oh Clara" he whispered sadly.
"What have I done to you".
He walked over to the staircase, kneeled in front of her and pulled her into his arms.
She pounded on his chest, trying to pull away from him but he only pulled her closer.
"YOU'RE NOT HIM !"
"YOU'RE A MONSTER !"
"YOU'RE NOT MY DOCTOR !"
"YOU'RE NOT HIM !"
She screamed, repeatedly hitting him on the chest.
She give up and whispered weakly "you're not him".
"Clara, my Clara I will always be The Doctor, your Doctor" he kissed the top of her head and wrapped his arms tighter around her.
"But you're not him, you kill instead of save and that's not The Doctor" she nuzzled her face into his chest and wrapped her arms around him.
"I loved you so much, but you became this...this...monster you've killed so many in the name of The Doctor" she continued.
"Well I can't be The Doctor all the time" he whispered.
"I know but you're never the Doctor anymore" she choked out a sob.
"Oh Clara I'm sorry but I saw you die and yes, I got you back but I'll never be the same man again".
"But please just love me for now, because one day I'll lose you for real and until that day please just love me" his voice breaking slightly as he spoke.
"Ok Doctor I'll love you for now"
She didn't agree with this new Doctor in fact he frightened her to death but she would always love him no matter what and he would love her always in turn.

I'm thinking of making a part two of this would any of you want that ? ~ Gee ✨