Chapter 31

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(Olivia's pov)
    It's been a week since Sierra died. The police found her body at a lake I guess those people. Nico. Dumped her body there there's going to be a funeral this weekend on Saturday here in town.
   I haven't eaten, I haven't really slept, I feel so week. My cuts and bruises are starts to heal. Brandon has tried to talk to me but I refuse too.
   But is it wrong I still love him after what he did? Is it wrong I still want to be with him? I still want to feel his lips on mine? Is it wrong everyday I get closer to running into his arms and cry and let him hold me? Is it wrong that I don't blame him for sierras death but blame myself?
   Some of the Guys have told me he can't eat or sleep either.
   The bullying has gotten worse. People say at my fault or that I am a slut that I should kill myself. Ollie hasn't really spoken to anyone even me. He looks at me and I know he knows I still love Brandon. And it hurts him to see I could love someone that is a 'monster'
   I shut my locker and when I do there is Brandon standing there he looks so lost so broken. No Olivia you can't he killed your cousin. I turn walking away giving him a glare and it kills me to do so. I walk down the hall tears are again forming in my eyes.
"Olivia please. You have to forgive me." He said I could hear his footsteps following me. Luckily there was no one else but us here.
"Go away Brandon." My voice cracked.
"Olivia please I need you. Please." He begged.
"Go away. Just leave me alone." I start to cry.
"Olivia pl-" I cut him off.
"No Brandon. I can't be with you and I can't forgive you for what you did. I hate you don't you see that. And I wish Sierra was here but you killed her. You killed my family. Just please leave me alone." I cried. He was silent so shocked from my outburst I turned to leave and when I turned Ollie was there.
"Hey Ollie." I said wiping my tears away.
"Hey Liv um after sierras funeral I'm going back home." He said.
"What?" I asked so confused.
"I'm sorry but I can't be here with you because of him he is the reason for this and you still love him. I'm sorry." He said before walking away. I started to cry even more and I covered my mouth.
  I felt two arms wrap around me.
"It's ok. It's ok." I heard Brandon say. I pushed him away from before running Down the hall to the bathroom and crying.
   How can this be happening?

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