Chapter 19

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Trevor's POV

I slowly woke up. I looked over at the clock. 12:57 pm it read. Jacob was still asleep.

"He looks so cute when he's asleep" I thought.

After 35 minutes he woke up. He kissed my cheek.

"Hey babe" he said.

"Hey baby" I replied.

"Sleep well?" I asked. 

"Yeah" he replied.

"What time is it?" he asked.

"1:32 pm" I replied.

"What?" he asked confused.

"We went to sleep at 2 am remember" I replied.

"I forgot" he said.

I pecked his lips.

"Why did you guys go to sleep at that hour anyway?" Lilly asked.

"Late night conversations" he replied.

"Ok" she said.

Matthew and Alison were sitting by the window. Lilly and Emma were just talking. Caitlin and Rebecca were cuddling. Ethan was eating food. Andrew was sleeping. Jacob and I were cuddling and talking.

I rested my head on his chest. He ran his fingers through my hair. We were just enjoying the silence.

"Remember what we were talking about yesterday?" he asked breaking the silence.

"About you and me having a family" he said.

"Yeah" I replied.

"Do you think it would just be you, Andrew and me?" he asked.

"I think so" I replied.

"I mean Andrew is the the only kid we know" I said.

"That's true" he replied.

"Ok let's say that we lived in a normal place where they didn't want to kill us" he said.

"Ok" I replied.

"How many kids would you want?" he asked.

"1 or 2 kids" I replied.

"What about you?" I asked.

"How many kids would you want?" I asked.

"Maybe 2 or 3" he replied.

I nodded. We stopped talking about it. I looked around to see who was sitting by the window. Matthew and Alison were laying down. Emma and Lilly were sitting by the window now.

"Wanna walk around for a while?" he asked.

"Sure" I replied.

We got off our bed then went outside.

"The last time you and I went outside to just walk around was when I asked you to be my boyfriend" I said.

"I know" he replied.

"You aren't going to propose to me this time right?" he asked.

"First of all, why do you have to say it like it would be a bad thing if I did?" I replied.

"Second, no I'm not gonna propose.....yet" I said.

"It wouldn't be a bad thing if you did, it's just those are the only questions people ask when you're in a relationship" he replied.

"What about moving in?" I asked.

"We already live together, with 8 other people" he replied.

"I know" I said.

"But out of curiosity if we weren't on the run and it was just you and me" he replied.

"Would you still want to move in with me?, if I asked" he asked.

"Maybe" I replied.

"What do you mean maybe?" he asked.

"I don't know" I replied.

"What?" he asked.

"Well you know, moving in with someone is a pretty big step" I replied.

He chuckled softly.

"So if the area of town where your house is wasn't searched by the guards and we were dating, you wouldn't want me to move in with you or you move in with me?" he asked.

"In that case maybe I would wait at least a week or 2 before you move in with me or I move in with you" I replied.

"What about you?" I asked.

"If we didn't live together currently and we were still dating would you want to move in together?" I said.

He thought about this for a minute or so.

"I would want to move in with you but if we were still in danger then I would wait at least a week" he replied.

"But we can't change anything, we're still in danger and we live together now" I said.

"I know, I just like to imagine our lives not being this way" he replied. 

"You know just having normal lives" he said.

"Yeah, I know what you mean" I replied.

"I would actually dream about that sometimes" I said.

"Yeah, and what do you dream about?" he asked.

"We're laying in bed watching a movie that you choose then once the movie ends you carry me bridal style to our room since I fell asleep" I replied.

"I've dreamed about us having a normal life too" he said.

"And what do you dream about?" I asked.

"We're at our house getting ready to leave, we go to this park nearby and have a picnic there then we look at the stars at night" he replied.

"I wish our dreams would become a reality" I said.

"I know babe, me too" he replied.

We decided to go back to the house.

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