shed thoughts

which one

sunrise
was about
happy thoughts
and morning coffees
yet mine differs
from face soaked with tears
under the showers
holding my breath
staring at the water
as it taps
reminding myself
to go out
but my mind
seems to have
a different body
and in there,
it seems a bit too cloudy
the me
the i
the i
the me.
i don't know which one
would like a cup of tea.