shed thoughts

blocks fall again

building these blocks
not for you
but for me
for soon to be motivations
with daily cups of tea.

not feeling
just waiting
for this hellhole to end
to go out of this place
and for things to mend.

one wrong movement,
one playful poke,
fall
fall
fall...

scattered on the floor
it was hard to make them stand tall.
you thought it was thoughtful or funny
but you again once triggered
this insanity.