it's 12:07 am and i am still awake.
i want to sleep
but there's this force
making me not to.
my eyes are heavy
and my mind is full
and all i want to do
is shut everything up
for a while
but it is cruel,
so so cruel
making me think
of all the things i did
with the thoughts and feelings
i'm bottling up
and things i do not want to even think.
i am caught so caught
between the time and space
and stars and moon
and ocean and rains
and ashtray of thoughts all at once.
sometimes i prefer these monsters
to be under my bed
than them living
inside my head.
- let me sleep.
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wrote this on my other account but also thought of posting it here. anyway, thank you SO MUCH for the reads votes and comments. they mean a lot to me, especially you guys too! thank you <3
