some of the monsters inside my head-
they were triggering
even when i was being quiet
to tell them it's a warning.
every time i see them laughing,
every time i see them grinning at me,
i can't help but wonder, did they remember?
because i remember those days, you see.
the times the things the words they did and said to me
they were engraved somewhere in my mind
not making me forget them, haunting continuously-
even appearing in flashbacks and echoes hideously.
and then i shrink back again
thinking, always thinking
about the stories they made and lies they've told,
the insults they've said and the things they've mold.
throwing- always throwing, you see
barking, they always bark at me.
i know it was in the past and i need to focus in the now.
but they are so oblivious that they're still doing it, so how?
