Moving On (BoyxBoy) UNEDITED

Chapter Seventeen

Okay, so this chapter goes out to, as promise, keepcalmandfckall :) because she is really supportive and voted on my story fifteen times :) I also want to thank everyone who has read this so far because i'm just got over a thousand reads this week :D you guys made it happen and i can't thank you enough :) I love you all. Anyway  Enjoy this chapter and read the note at the end :P

Axel's POV

A lot has changed since I heard the news of Rose dying. At first I couldn't stand the thought of me living without her, but as time went on I learned to accept the fact that she was gone. But I couldn't bring myself to be with another girl.

I had always been semi attracted to other guys, but I never took much notice of it. But these days it was the exact opposite. That's why I was attached to Jake almost immediately. When I first saw him he looked sad, lonely and lost. I took the opportunity to talk to him, try to make him feel better and now here I am talking about myself. Talking about everything that happened to me when Rose was alive.

"I know it's hard to believe, hell maybe it wasn't really all true. But I did end up stranded in Paris, I still have to ticket for proof. Anyway when I got back home we held her wake and burial. I cried for weeks not wanting to be left. She killed herself to save me."

Jake's eyes clouded over and I knew he was thinking about Zander. I wait for it to pass before I continued on with my story.

"I still can't bear the thought of being with another girl; I just know it wouldn't work out. I've always been bisexual but I mostly preferred women. Now I don't really know if I prefer either."

"I think that you don't know which you prefer because you're trying to find someone that is similar if not the same as Rose because you're not ready to let go of her, even though you know that's she's gone." He looked like he just had some sort of epiphany, something that pieced everything he had been thinking about together. The look on his face was absolutely adorable, I couldn't help but chuckle.

"Maybe you're right, maybe your right." I mumbled under my breath, still trying not to laugh. I felt better than I had in quiet awhile. Maybe Jake was the answer to my despair.  I looked back over at him and couldn't help but chuckle quietly. He was absolutely adorable and seemingly my type. Maybe we could help each other out.

Jake looked over at me smiling like he just thought of the world's best plan. "Maybe we could hang out sometime, help each other get certain people off our minds." I smiled back; maybe this was the beginning of a new era, for both of us.

"That sounds nice Jake." I couldn't help but smile even brighter when I noticed his blush. This boy was just too adorable for his own good. That Zander kid was such missing out on something special.

Jake grabbed my arm and started to write something on it in sharpie, I wasn't sure what he was doing but I was going to let him do it anyway. "There's my number, text me or something sometime. I've got to get home." I didn't miss the blush on his face as he walked away, or the wink he sent my way as he walked off. This kid was surely something else.

I pulled out my phone to add his number when some other guy came out of nowhere and grabbed me. I didn't have time to make out his face before he started to hit me. I didn't know what I had done, but I didn't get that much time to ponder it because after a few blows my world turned black and the pain numbed.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Authors Note

Okay, for those of you that are confused about who Axel is, he is the main character in three of my other stories.xP and if you don't understand the Rose part in this chapter that well it's because I didn't want to give away everything that happened in his story. So if you really want to know what happened read 'why can't things be perfect' 'no pain no game' and last but not least 'bringing us together' and you'll under stand what's going on a lot better. :D be ready for some drama in the next chapter or two :)