Hey, so for those who haven't heard i lost my usb and everythign will be on hold after this until i find it, but i have a week of vacation to look for it and hopefully i'll find it soon. but i'll keep you all updated, i promise. either way this chapter goes out to my newest fan and i hope you enjoy it :3
Zina
Zander's POV
The gun shot rang out, it echoed through the empty house. As the echo faded into nothingness an eerie silence took its place. I was frozen in my spot but my mind was racing. I saw Zoey's aunt's house, I felt my heart tighten then it was gone. There was a flashing of lights and a mangled body in front of me. An empty bottle of bleach and apple juice floated by, mocking me. I saw the body being pulled away on a stretcher and the grip around my heart continued to tighten. I saw the white walls of a hospitable and a girl I thought I knew. A careless boy just walk away and the death that he had missed. I saw terror of what laid behind Jakes door. Another gunshot brought me back to the present. Even though my hands were trembling I opened the door. But I couldn't get a grip on reality, I couldn't see anything. I couldn't move my mouth to speak. I felt everything around me tighten and my world started to spin out of control. I felt myself drop down but was powerless to stop it. There was nothing left that I could do. My sense where gone and soon I entered a world of darkness. A world where nothing exist except for fear and despair. A place that once you enter it's almost impossible for you to single handedly escape. A world that was now my home. I had no reason left to fight it; I heard the gunshots with my own ears. Nothing could be done to change it; once again I was too late. Once again I had failed those I loved, and even worse this time I had failed the one who loved me back. The one I promised to protect for every evil in this world. The one who would never have let this happen to me. I had failed and I was getting everything that I deserved. I hoped that this world never loosened its grip on me because I didn't belong anywhere else. I belong in this place. Besides I had nothing to go back to, everything would be fine without me, maybe even better. I wouldn't be able to hurt anyone from here, I wouldn't be able to make promises I couldn't keep. And I wouldn't have to deal with never being able to forgive myself for letting something like this happen to someone as amazing and as perfect as Jake. If only I could have been there sooner to protect him. But now he was somewhere he would always be safe and I was where I belong.
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Moving On (BoyxBoy) UNEDITED
De TodoAfter losing Zoey to death and his best friend to a girl Zander runs away. He leaves behind the life he knew in hopes to forget and come to terms with the bad. But his feelings for the people he left back home are all over the place.. He has the cho...
