As I walk in school my mind was all cloudy I can't even bare to see Matt but yet again he is in my mind for all the gifts he has given me but I also can't forget what he did to me. What's going on right now is a big mess hoping it'll get clear soon.
I walk to my locker and I quickly glance towards Matt, who was already looking my way. I just shake it off and open my locker and see another note I don't even bother reading it knowing it was Matt. I'm just going to ignore his little gifts their more like pity gifts feeling bad for breaking my heart like it didn't mean shit.
I grab my necessary items for my next class, I shut my locker and start walking to class
"Hey" I turn to see it was Dom dang it's been awhile
"Oh hey, haven't seen you in a while" I tell him as we embrace in a hug
"I know is just i been with my crew in practice and going on tour with world of dance I barely even have time" he explains to me
"No it's ok my life been hectic also" I smile as we start walking to class
-lunch-
I sit waiting for Alix, I take the note out contemplating to read it or not
"He left another note?" I hear Alix say as she sit with her food
"Yeah I haven't read it yet" I say playing with the paper, that's when she yanks it away from me and starts to reading it
"Even if this shit is cute, it's hard to see if being honest or he's just googling this shit up just to snake into you heart again" she crumples the paper after her rant
She's right I can't seem like I'm an easy target for him I need to show him that if he really wants some of this he has to work hard for it no little gifts are going to make me crawl back to him like he imagine it to be
-best part of the day-
Once school ended me and Alix headed straight to my car to drive back to my house and just hang out
"How did it go?" My mom says as she walks in the living room, where Alix and I were watching some tv
"Not good he left a no the on my locker again I want to confront him about but I just don't want to talk to him" I tell her not even take my eyes off the tv as I try to find something to watch
"Well you're gonna have to do it sooner or later you need to get your story straight on how you stand with in between you guys with everything that he is doing" she says as she sits next to me
"I know you're right but sits not easy to talk to guy that has hurt you the most" I tell finally dropping the tv remote and facing her
"I know it's not easy but sometimes you do what you gotta do" she suggests tugging a strand behind my ear and kissing my forehead before walking away
I drop back to the couch finding ways to talk to him and have some closure on whatever it's going on between us even if theirs no us
