°11- I'll be back, okay?°

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I hear knocks and doorbells ring approching from my door.

I stand up yawning and walk my lazy bum to the door making sure I don't look like I just woke up. I open the door to reveal Kian with tears.

"Kian? What's wrong?" I asked worriedly.

"I'm leaving to New York..." More tears accured into his eyes.

"What do you mean moving? Just for the summer or-" Right before I could finish my sentence, He cuts me off.

"My mom's job is now in New York which is better for her to get a raise." He explained.

"No, no, no. But... You can't l-leave..." I start to cry.

"I know, I wanted to stay here but my mom thinks New York has a better school there for me..." He fiddles with his fingers.

"W-When are you leaving..." I asked.

"Now?" He looks at me in the eyes.

He pulls me into a hug as I cry into his shoulder wishing for all of this to be a dream.

"Aria, I'll be back okay?" He holds up my chin with his index finger.

I nod my head wiping my tears away.

He leans in and kisses me. A honk approached outside as a sign for him to hurry.

"I love you." I say poorly.

"I love you, too." His voice cracks a bit.

I kiss him one last time as he leaves out the door clearing his face with his hand.

I close the door sliding my back down it balling my eyes out into my knees. I wanted this to be a joke. I wanted him to burst through the door and say it was a prank. But it's all real and he's gone...

~°~

To : Lia 💜

Wanna go shopping?

Lia 💜 :

Yea ! I'll be right over !

I get dressed and wear a plain white shirt and some black joggers along with my white converse. I put my hair in a messy bun and put on a little bit of makeup to cover the bags under my eyes.

I then go outside and wait for her there so we can leave.

"We're going in your car right?" Lia runs up to me out of breath.

"Yup." I replied and get inside my car.

We get to the mall and we look around for our favorite stores.

"My 4 year anniversary with Jc is in a week. What should I get him?" She looks at the manly stores.

"I don't know..." I shrug following behind her.

"When did you and Kian start dating again?" She asked.

"June 4th. What about you." I sigh.

"July 21st." She smiles. "Oh! Look at this."

It was a cologne that was red with a polo sign on it.

"Lemme spray it." She sprayed it on my wrist.

"Why my wrist?" I raised an eyebrow.

"I don't know." She shrugged and smelled it.

"What do you think?" She asked me.

I took a sniff and it smelled exactly like Kian.

"It smells like Kian..." I said in a soft voice.

"Does he have this one?" She asked.

"I wouldn't know anymore..." I shrugged.

"Your usually hyper when we shop. Why are you so bummy all of a sudden?" She nudged my shoulder.

"I'm not." I raised my voice. "Look, try this cologne." I shoved it into her hands.

"Somethings up." She tilts her head at me.

"No there's not." I cross my arms.

"Spill it." She demanded.

"I don't wanna." I walked out the store.

"Aria, tell me." She followed behind me.

"No. Stop asking." I try to find another store to look inside of.

"No more secrets please." She begged.

I stopped making her bump into my back but then I turn around.

"You wanna know what happened?" She nodded her head.

"Kian left. He's now making his way to New York with his mom and he's staying there. He says he's coming back but I don't think so. The love of my life is gone from of my life, Lia." Tears roll down my cheeks.

"Are you happy?" I throw my arms in the air.

"I'm sorry, Aria..." She gives me a hug.

"I just wanna go home..." I hug her back.

~°~

"Are you sure You don't want anything else?" Lia asked.

"I'm fine." I tell her.

"Today is Father's Day." She reminds me.

"My dad has a family of his own, they can tell him Happy Father's Day." I roll my eyes.

"You can't be depressed every day, Aria. Go to the park or something." Lia suggested.

"To many memories are at that park..." I wrap myself in a blanket.

"You can't just-" She was going to say until my phone rang.

"Are you gonna pick up?" Lia asked.

"Its probably my dad." I close my eyes wanting to rest.

She then grabbed my phone and gasped.

"Aria it's Kian! Pick up!" She threw me my phone.

I quickly looked through my sheets for my phone and instantly picked up.

K "Hello?"

A "Hey."

K "I miss you so fucking much."

A "I miss you, too."

K "Are you okay?"

A "I'm fine now." I smile.

K "We just got here like, 20 minutes ago. I already miss Florida."

A "Maybe when my mom goes to New York for her job, I can go with her. She's coming back from Orlando tomorrow."

K "I hope you do get to come visit. I want to see you."

A "It's been 7 hours and I already want to see you."

K "Kian! Come help me with this!" His mom yells in the blackground. "I gotta go. I'll text or call you later."

A "Alright, I love you."

K "I love you, too."

I hang up and put my phone to the side. Lia looks at me with sad eyes and I just sigh.

"I'm sorry but I gotta go... Jc is waiting for me..." She rubs my back.

"It's alright, you can go." I do half a smile.

"I'll come visit you tomorrow or something." She hugs me.

"Okay, bye." I wave to her as she walks out my door.

I then lay down covering myself in a blanket to take a little nap. My pillow still remains with the smell of Kian on it and all I can do is just hold back more tears than I already had. My eyes just close letting out one tear before taking my nap.

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Sad chapter sorry 😥 do you think that they'll see each other again? They will I promise lol 😂 have a beautiful day/night 😘

-A💜

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