Olivia
When I leave Lexie and Niall's room I'm still steaming mad. My room is only a few doors down but I keep walking, knowing I'm going to need to act somewhat normal when I go back to Liam. I didn't even tell him where I was going. He was in the shower when Lexie came to the door. She didn't tell me anything except, "Harry needs you". And that was all it took. I had no idea what had happened but judging from how deranged he looked as we were driving away from Lexie's house, my mind was going to bad places. I was relieved when I saw he was ok but then I realized he was drunk. When Lexie told me they picked him up on the side of the road I could've smacked him. How could he be so stupid? He may irritate the hell out of me. I may not want to be with him but that doesn't mean I want him to get hurt.
I still can't believe I almost fell for his tricks again. His mood changes at the drop of a hat and I can never tell what is real. One minute he'll be sweet and sincere, begging for me to give him a chance. And somehow he almost makes me want to. When I'm with him, I feel something that I can't even explain. It's scary but exciting at the same time. He makes me nervous but somehow I feel so comfortable with him. I'm not myself with him. I'm someone I never imagined I would be. Honestly, I'm not sure if I like even that person. But the freedom to be someone else with him is something I never imagined I would enjoy so much. But there's still that thought in the back of my mind that's eating at me. I know he could crush me at a moment's notice. And he has already. Just as soon as I feel myself wanting to give this thing with him a chance I remember everything he's put me through. I can't let myself fall any deeper because I know, the more I open myself up to him, the worse he's going to be able to hurt me in the end.
The hallway isn't long enough and I'm afraid that Liam is going to come out here looking for me before I'm calmed down so I decide to go for a walk. I go a few blocks trying to clear my head but when I finally take in my surroundings I notice I'm starting to get some lingering looks from some girls hanging out near the hotel. You really never realize how nice being anonymous is until it's not an option anymore. I figure I'm gonna have to face Liam at some point tonight so I might as well go back now.
When I get upstairs I start walking towards my room but I stop dead in my tracks when I see the door to Lexie and Niall's room open. Harry stumbles out of the hallway loudly, trying desperately to catch his balance. I've never seen him this wasted. As he walks down the hall he holds onto the wall but even so it's not enough. He only makes it a few steps before his long legs give out underneath him. He's groaning and cursing loudly while his body lies sprawled across the hallway, all of his limbs touching the walls around him. I want to ignore him but before I can even think about what I'm doing I'm rushing over him to see if he's ok. I can't let him continue being loud out here and wake everyone up.
"Harry! Shut the hell up!" I tell him in as harsh a voice as I can manage in a whisper.
"Liv? Is that you?" He asks loudly. He raises his head slightly to look at me but I can tell he's struggling. I only see a small glimpse of the smirk on his face before he drops his head back to the floor. "God you look sexy when you're pissed. How do you do that? I swear I could take you right here in the hallway." He groans.
"What the hell are you doing out here?" I demand, trying to ignore his crude comments while I stand over him. Instead, I try to focus my mind on how I'm going to get him out of this hallway. He's too heavy for me to drag him, especially in this state where I know he's going to be dead weight but I know I can't leave him out here either. Not like this.
"Lexie and Niall are fucking right now. I thought I'd give them some privacy." He slurs, opening his eyes just barely.
"Oh how considerate of you." I scoff, crossing my arms over my chest.
