Don't Hate Me (Larry Stylinson AU)

Chapter 1

Here comes chapter 1 ....

Harry's P.O.V

My eyes shot open with a loud bang on my door.

"HARRY..!! HARRY WAKE UP..!!" I heard some yelling out side the door. Fucking hell who died. I groaned and pressed my face into the pillow wanting to go back to sleep again.

"Harry, I swear to god if you don't wake up and get ready in an hour, you're grounded for two months, you hear me?? Wake up NOW."

Seriously? Does she think I'm 10? I spread out my arms to get rid of the soreness I felt. I sighed and stared at the sealing, looking at nothing, thinking about nothing. It was nice sometimes, to just be nothing. But it was too much silence, silence was one of the things I despised most. Chaos was what brought me calm. There was so much of noise and screams in my head, there was no place for silence now.

With that I woke up with a groan ,took a shower and stood infront of the closet. I was a mess, what hung were and what was what. I randomly picked up some clothes, put them on and went down stairs for a lovely family time.

So basically My mom isn't very fond of me neither is Gemma, my sister. It was nowhere hidden. They always yelled at me and scolded me about my behaviour, my grades, my tattoos and stuff. It was like they never wanted me here. It wasn't like this from the beginning, but just from when I Changed. I tried not to let it bother me sometimes but the disappointment still kills me inside. I hate them for it. Everything that makes me feel so weak. I hate it with all my heart. Once I loved it, it brought me hell.

I sat down with a huff, honestly not wanting to spend time with any of the two. It was just me hearing either about their work stuff or taunting me. Neither of both I prefered. We ate in silence, nobody spoke a word until my my mom noticed my new snake bite. Oh god. Not again.

"What the hell is that harry?" She spoke up.

"Nothing" I said stuffing the cereal in my mouth. Could she just ignore it like she does with everything else.

"Is that a snake bite?" Gemma spoke, honestly I hate her attitude so much. Acting all big and bossy on me. when she know I don't give a shit.

"Oh look Gemma here being the genius she is, is right. What do you now, a prize?" I almost spat sarcastically.

"Harry! Is this the way to speak to your sister? You have no respect in you that doesn't mean she doesn't." My mom spoke. I felt a sting in my heart but I couldn't let this hurt me anymore, its been too long.

"Right. If I'm so useless why don't you all just ignore me like you all do anyway. And why does she need my respect? She knows she is nothing to me and neither are you." I said looking down at my cereal and eating. I wasn't really in the mood to a argue about the same thing every fucking day.

"Harry, we work every single day, every single hour to give you this life you are living, she works hard enough so you wouldn't have to, I sacrificed so much just for you. Could you at least give us that? A little bit of respect?"

Oh god I was so fed up of this.

"I didn't ask you to do this!! I was well any Happy before-before you both became these......these bitches who I don't even want to look at. You are no worse then they were. If they tired to break us, you just helped them. I don't care anymore mom. Not for you, not for her. You could do whatever you want, but respect from me is something you won't get anymore. You lost it." I said, I didn't feel the need to scream anymore, I was done with them so I them left ignoring my mum yelling and frowning sister. 'What a LOVELY start to a day..!!!' I thought to myself and headed school.