Don't Hate Me (Larry Stylinson AU)

Chapter 11

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Harry's P.O.V

     
       Things turned out to be almost exactly like I wanted them to be. Louis was desperate, for me. Hell he even agreed to be my sex mate. What a loser. How could he even think that I'd love someone as pathetic as him.

But at the same time it was making me feel the things I had never planed to have. His very being gave me goosebumps, not sure why. He was just bringing out more of the insane person of me. What I was feeling for him was completely different. It was a mixture of hate and........and something I couldn't even frame.

After alot of thinking I had to admit it to myself that his body....his body was just sinful. So so perfect, so beautiful. I literally craved to touch him, feel him. The whole time I wasn't able to talk to him, my mind drifted of to how beautiful louis was.

Something was definitely wrong with me. I gotta talk to Zayn about this shit or I might get into some serious situations.
Mom was barely home now which was a good thing. I could bring Louis home whenever I wanted and he'd give in. It was a week now since Louis agreed to what I wanted and from then on not a single day has passed when I was not fucking him. He need to feel used. He need to feel how useless, pathetic and worthless he is. I wanted myself out of these horrendous thoughts of him, so I had to put him down in his own eyes. His celestial blue eyes. One of my favourite things about him. They were so perfect. Not even a single fault, not even one. But I couldn't let those thought consume my mind. I was gonna make him wrecked till the time comes. Those eyes wont be as glowing as they are. He'll pay for making me this sick me, for making me questioning myself.

   I had to head out at Zayn's. I had to talk to him about whats on my mind or I'll just explode.
Never after 'that day' I had felt so out of it. I couldn't take a decision, which was rare. Never after 'that day' I felt so weak. The day that took a piece of myself away from me. And now its Louis who is just bring out the non existing part of me back.

I knocked on the door just to receive no response. At this time Zayn should be home. I know him since forever. He is always home by now. Wierd.

I should call him rather than going home and being lonely into some
Uncanny things.

He picked up the phone after alot of rings. That's unusual for Zayn?!

"Hey Mate Wassup??" He was in a club I guess, because his voice was loud and I could hear bass in the back.

"Oi Zayn where are you? We were suppose to meet by this time. Did you forget?" I spoke loud enough for him to hear.

"Nope I didn't, actually I was at the club already thought you could come here too. Was about to call you when you did."  He spoke hesitantly.

Strange..... Because he litrally picked up the phone when it was about to end. Hmm...

"Ooookay, I'll be there by 20. Bye." I hung up on him making my way to the club. My cell phone buzzed, I got a text from Zayn about the club's address and.... shit!!

     That's where louis works. Oh god. He never seems to get of my mind.
The more I try to run away from his thoughts  the more I think about him. Its like everyone here wants me near him.
But I don't know why....I really like being near him. Oh my god, his smell. He smells really good. Almost like strawberrys and flowers. Sweet and delicate. It makes him so small and Petit. Its really amusing how small one can be. How much of a effect this small goof has in me. How could someone as........wierd as him make me feel these things anyway. Never in my life has someone made me feel like this. All tingly and bubbly. The thought of seeing him everyday gave me so much of a blood rush that the excitement got the worse out of me.