Don't Hate Me (Larry Stylinson AU)

Chapter 17

I am still shook from the 1k reads.....

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Harrys's P.O.V

"YOU THINK THIS EASY FOR US? SEEING OUR SON, ALREADY WASTED AND NOW YOU'VE BEEN DOING COKE? WHAT THE FUCK, HARRY? WHO EVEN ARE YOU ANYMORE." Anne shouted. On the top of her lungs. And I could care less.

"You tell me." I snapped at her. Honestly I wouldn't even bother talking to her but now she was getting on my nerves.

"Escuse me?" Ha! she was offended. Fake as shit.

"You tell me who I am. Because I fucking don't know anymore. And just keep this in the back of your mind that you are the reason for this. The reason I am so lost, so alone, its all because of you." I blamed her for everything, my failures, my faults, my mistakes. It was all her fault at the beginning itself for ignoring me like this. Taking away my only support, the only person who understood me. I could never forgive her.

"Thats not true Harry....you know it wasn't my fault. I had to do what I did. You can't just blam me for everything. You did this to yourself. You went beyond control and put yourself in this mess." She paused to take deep breath to calm herself down as she spoke again.
"You...were my good, Innocent boy who never, ever disobeyed me or any elder for that matter. Where did he go? How come just because he left changed you so much?"

"He didn't left. You bitch. You threw him away. You made him go away. Don't you dare put it all on him." I yelled at her. Honestly who the hell did she think she was. I was so over this bullshit, if she goes on likes this for one more minute I'd surely kick her out of this house. She doesn't live here anyway.

"That's it. I'm done with you and your pathetic attitude. I have done everything I could to make you forget, to get you over his absence but you surely won't. I won't visit you anymore. I and Gemma are moving to LA next week anyway." She declared.

"What?" I asked out of complete shock. They were leaving? Without me? I mean.....they didn't even bother to tell me?

"You can't come with us. We......We are leaving forever. I mean....shifting our business to LA would bring us a lot of profit, you know. But.....we- we can't handle your nuisance there. God knows what you'd do to get us in a pithole." She said and went upstairs just like that. Was it really easy for her to say that? So easy for leaving me behind and moving on with their lives? Was I so useless in their eyes?

I stood there in the living room dumbfound. Gawking at the new information I got. Unable to digest whatever the shit splured out my mother's mouth. I couldn't believe it. Are they really going away?

I heard her come down stairs with a bag on her shoulder.

"Incase you're worrying about money, that won't stop coming in your account. We're leaving on Monday. Don't bother visiting." She said coldly and rushed out of the door. Leaving the silence behind.

Sudden rage was penting up with in me and I destroyed every thing I saw. I was already high on coke and everything was just making me more angry. Tears leaking out of my eyes without my concern. I wiped them away not letting them touch the ground. I screamed and yelled at nothing. Silence just suffocating me more and more. The constant beep of something unknown ringing in my ear was now increasing its loudness making me go crazy inside. I trashed everything that made me remember I had a family. I broke the pictures that hung on the wall. I threw away everything that I got as a birthday gift from them. I burned their clothes, broke Gemma's cup, mom's favorite set of glasses, our old videos. Dad's....... Dad's uniform.