Don't Hate Me (Larry Stylinson AU)

Chapter 14

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Louis' P.O.V

  

        I blinked my eyes open, sunlight striking through the window itching my eyes. I smiled when I remembered yesterdays events. All of his words ringed in my ears like a bell.

Because I am fucking in love with you.

Harry's words echoed in my ears making me grin more. I wanted to feel his warmth so I tried to snuggle more into him but was met with only cold pillow. I frowned and looked up to see the empty side of the bed. His side made up and cold. I was disappointed a but but I knew he might be in the kitchen or maybe the washroom.

I flipped on my side to get up and pain shot up through my spine as I winced. I was really sore and it was hurting a bit but it was all worth it. I grinned ear to ear like and idiot and stood up ignoring the sting in my bum when I saw the note on nightstand.

Just getting breakfast. I'll be back by 9. Love you.
xx Harry

The note read.

And I couldn't stop smiling. I blushed at the love you and whispered 'love you too' to myself. It was probably the first time in months when I woke up smiling. I felt so happy, like I have the world with me. Harry is my world. I took a quick shower and changed into Harry's clothes. It was a dark blue jumper and a pair of black shorts, both loose but very much comfy. I observed my self in the mirror looking at my terrible body covered in Harry's perfect scented clothes. How his shorts covered half of my fat ugly thighs. I lifted the jumper to see my stomach and chest but there was nothing much to see. Everything about me was just fat and chubby compared to Harry. He was tall, muscular, slim and I was just short, chubby and fat. I scratched the skin on my stomach and saw red lines appearing on my skin. They just made me look more ugly as I was.

I felt tears rim my eyes but I held them back as soon as I heard door knob turn and open. I heard him say
"Good morning." In his deep husky voice.

He never missed to take my breath away whenever I see him. He was wearing a dare red T-shirt and black skinny jeans. He was looking so hands me I could literally faint.

I realised I was still holding the jumper up, the red lines on stomach on display to him. He looked a bit shocked and angry at the same time. I quickly pulled it down. And hurried to fix myself. I was kinda nervous of about whoukd he say about me wearing his clothes without asking. He walked towards me standing right infront he hooked his finger under my chin and made me look into his eyes.

"Why did you do that?" He asked referring to the red marks on my stomach. I looked down in shame not ready to look at him. I could never be ready to look into those stunning emerald green eyes. Mine were nothing compared to his, they were just plain blue with nothing unique in them. I shook the thoughts out of my head, tears were about to spill from my eyes.

"Tell me Louis." He demanded this time in a slight angrier tone. I flinched a bit but finally spoke.

"I-I hate the way I look. My body, its just....its just disgusting. I hate myself when I look into the mirror. I'm fat, pathetic, short and --" he cut me off but placing his lips on my own. It was a short kiss but it said so much more. I finally let a tear fall my eyes. He grabbed my face with both of his hands as he wiped the tears away and rested his forehead on mine, slow breaths leaving his mouth.